To a good year

I never thought I would have made it to the third year. Though time tries to blur out what we had, you still mean the world to me! The emptiness that missing you brings could never compare to losing a girlfriend. I would be lonely and misrable like a guy who never had his 1st kiss. Yet I could never compare the two, as I was blessed with popularity! Missing you is so hard to accept, I am not always sure whether I am able to face the world, I am often glad when I see how swiftly time goes by. At times its so hard that I often have to gasp for air. You meant the world to me, and will be a part of my heart that can not be moved. I remember when you just went away I thought I would die of a broken heart, yet I am here! loving you was so easy, as you made it easy! Being with you was awesome! I am sad, that I cant have you here when it doesnt work out. When I am incoherent. When I am being exploited. When they tear my heart apart with their selfishness. I am glad to have had you, in my life- Jane Janine Andrews!