Naked soul

Yeah, actually the article for which the title was meant will be here a bit later...and now something just like photos

Yeah, that little sad girl again!






Have a nice week friends!

Hello dears! Here is an update in my daily life: I am changing my work place. Actually it wasn't planned, I just uploaded my CV on the work search web site in order to have some additional money (I am translating from English in Russian along with other stuff). So one day a guy called me and said that he proposes me a good job- writing and rewriting texts in English. He said that he read my blog and likes the way I am writing! Yay! Actually I was shoked and surprised! I do not pretend that my English is good enough for writting some articles or something like this... But...well, I wanted changes, I hope these ones will be good ones I am a bit scared, but very motivated. I need more money for living, traveling and so on, and I need the improvement of my English, so..I said yes .
Hope for luck now .
And as for the photos, here there are some of them. Hope you'll like it!






And a little bit of classic music in modern remix with extremely brave guys I love this scene from The Social Network so much! It is so dynamic and alive!
Have a great week dears!

Weekend-all plans get ruined again...Have you ever noticed that stuff: when you plan something or you wish something for something at the exact day all goes wrong? I noticed it and it works so often I mean, when I wish for a great weekend or for meeting/date with someone immediately appear some obstacles. For example if I planned to go to the club with one of my friends and have there some fun in weekend we do not go there, or if we overcome all obstacles we don't feel satisfied anyways because there is no fun, all goes wrong
But sometimes happen other stuff: when I am like "oh, this weekend will be ruined, I have no plans, no company to have fun with" appear some new possibilities and the day becomes perfect! But hey, wth? I should always be a pessimist to have a chance for a great day??? Always, almost always when I am in a good mood and want to have great time I do not get it!!! Good stuff happens when I do not expect it...And what? I should always be down to get something unexpectedly good???

Today is a Murphy Law day("Anything that can go wrong will go wrong")...I wished for good, and the weather is perfect, but I just sit at home because all of my friends are busy! great! I still have a little hope, but it seems that as long as I have it everything will go wrong because of this great law I think I should better think now "that's all, you will be alone at home today!" and maybe some miracle will happen But it is so calculatedly, so it hardly works

Oh, I started to read all of your comments and posts, I just can't stop! It's a pitty that I am so tired and it's too late...you know that I am kind talkative-write too much trying to express the idea (need to learn to write shortly, definetely! ) I decided to stop here today, I will try to update as soon as possible, I mean to write here really with my soul and not just to write as to make the feeling of presence. And now, here is the song I found and I loved. First I loved the video, it is so unique! And now I love the song too Hope you will like it! Have a nice week!

Once I heard a phrase, something like: “everyone receives that love about which he dreamed”. Well..I think that was in some movie. The girl, who was told so, answered, that she didn't want to be hurt and so on. The answer was "you don't know what you feel/whant unconsciously". Hm...I just recalled that dialogue and thought, maybe I am dreaming subconsciously about suffering??? I mean...I love dramas, sad music, beautiful and sad pictures...Maybe it acts like a magnet for my stupid stories??? One of my friends is something like: “want love, want to fall in love, but scared!” . And what do you think she has? Many guys like her and she likes them but they are scared to approach to her! She’s subconsciously scared, really, she is not crazy (she is wonderful!!!), but somewhere inside this fear is hidden.
Hm...and what should we do? How to control this hidden desires and fears? I try to change my mind a bit, I try to listen more positive music and so on. But, hey, I can't just do not love something like Mozart's Lacrymosa and Dali's Elephants...