New world

I don't know where to start over again. I think this blog will be a start line for me to start over. Last night u say I act like care about u but u don't even think what u had say to me. I just don't understand what's wrong with u when u from HK arrived to HN. One of my best friends said me about girls but I never hear and now I know she's right. Maybe in your heart i am nothing. I knew that but I tried more hard than being a stupid boy, every day i try harder to a good feature with the hope that you and me will have a good relationship. I always beside u but only when u stt that things i had to think over again. Again is too much, you call me a liar, yes i am a liar. I always lie to my friend in the mask of a good boy.
I don't know Can the work help me to forget everything in my head, my soul and my heart. Last night my heart was pain like some one try to cut it with hundreds knife. If i have somewhere to go, i'll go alone to disappear from my friend's sight because in their eyes, I live like a fool.
For a long time I want to get closer to u but now I know I will never can do that.Hope u will happy where ever you are. The past had gone. Feature is secret. With the pain I must go on, no tears like before, no look back. Just me.
This will be the beginning, how can my heart reduce the pain?? I don't know but with that pain I will go on live more selfish, more evil, lie more.

I tried so hard to lose you but in the end it doesn't matter how could try to the end. You leave me down.

Last pic about you. I don't know to choose what pic so i choose this because maybe or it can be the last memory I keep about you.

No more tear, no look back, no mercy, no thinking. Must go on......

Goodbye. Now i live it myself not for anyone.
If I can go, i will dissappear. Hope the work can help me to forget ...better erase the past.