Friday, August 3, 2007 10:26:55 PM
i get to go out this weekend!
i get to go out this weekend..
for all those who care (probably no one..but thats ok ) anyways..
i'm going to upstate NY with my brother to stay with a friend of his for one night...
then from there we're going....
water rafting!!
lol i'm quite excited if you can't tell..
it might be a bit boring..i dunno i haven't done it yet..
but at least i'll get away from the city for a lil bit..
all this noise and hostility can get to a person..
it may seem like a perfect vacationing spot for those who dont live here..
but NYC is soo damn...busy
anyways...i gotta go..
hope everyone enjoys their weekend..
and for those who are very much ahead in the time zones..hope the rest of your weekend is as good as mine =D
Monday, July 30, 2007 12:08:32 AM
ok why is it that whenever you start to depend on someone...they find a way to fcuk it up..
All I wanted to do was spend a lil time with my bf..
go to the movies or just walk around..
i've waited three damn days to spend at least a little bit of time with him..and what happens??
everytime i'm at his house..he ends up falling asleep
not for an hour or two..but for the rest of the day and what do i do all day
stare at the walls
honestly am i asking for too much??
i understand that he's tired..but to just..i dont even know anymore..
he said he'll pick me up tomorrow..but i dont believe it
he's gonna end up going home..be lazy and not pick me up
he said he wants to go to the movies tomorrow..but we've had three perfect chances to go
but of course we didn't..so why should tomorrow be any damn different?
it wont be..which is why i'm not going with him..
i'm just gonna tell him to forget about it..
and if he wants to go to the movies tomorrow he can just go with the guys and forget about me being there
as much as i wanted to go..
i just dont feel like wasting another day just waiting for him...
My Opera
