Obsession

The Bliss of This.

I'm sitting outside having a cigarette, my muscles aching.

The kiss of the air.... warm. Like a bath.

The slight breeze almost caressing my skin and I breathe deeply, everything relaxing.

Oh what a beautiful clean, warm, spring feeling.

Listening to the sounds of the city around me. This is where I live.

'Bout time to get that kitten.

With all the shifts through my mind in thirty seconds, the wind presses over me and I feel calm.

So much that makes my life so hectic... But this.

This is bliss.

Oh let me explain my day, my month.

With all the changes going on in my life. The job at work. The changes for Ava. Fixing. Making everything for everyone. Dealing with one crisis after another.

I have been so overwhelmed. Busy for 18 hours a day straight. Hurting every single day.

March has been so relentless. And I had so many things I just needed to do. So I took a day off.

Got insurance for the car, showed Ava where she'll be doing a school program in a daycare, bought shoes and sandals for us, got a Y membership for me and Ava, shopping for her to start "school", pulling out all the summer clothes, laundry, haircut, DMV... The list goes on. Today was a whirlwind.....

So yeah... *smiles softly*

....

........

This is Bliss! happy

Witness Ohmygoodness

Comments

SummerAngel Friday, April 2, 2010 3:03:10 AM

KYrenKYren Friday, April 2, 2010 4:42:50 AM

up

Bad WolfCois Friday, April 2, 2010 4:59:52 AM

And I missed it.. Awww..

Phantom2 Friday, April 2, 2010 6:02:02 AM

It's good to just sit and let the world rush by you for a change, and laugh at it under your breath. wink

H82typ Friday, April 2, 2010 8:40:39 AM

bigsmile happy

Jaxs Powelleagle4eyes Friday, April 2, 2010 2:53:12 PM

Ahhhhhh!!!! Back to normal. The master of dealing with chaos, the glue that keeps it all going with a delicate balancing act. bigsmile

Mitthaodp Friday, April 2, 2010 6:55:32 PM

great time, great feeling happy

DHdarkesthour Saturday, April 3, 2010 1:47:25 AM

5 minutes of peace are worth 5 million bucks bigsmile

H82typ Saturday, April 3, 2010 6:08:17 AM

... or more. left

Bad WolfCois Saturday, April 3, 2010 6:45:54 AM

I'll take the 5 million thanks. lol

H82typ Saturday, April 3, 2010 7:04:46 AM

irked A lie don't care who tells it! You'd settle for 1 million! lol

Bad WolfCois Saturday, April 3, 2010 8:30:11 AM

Err.. Ok o

Bad WolfCois Saturday, April 3, 2010 12:55:14 PM

Forgot to mention. She said her phone contract or something might end soon and she won't be online.
Haven't found her online as of late so that might just be it.
Hope I'm wrong and she's just ignoring me.. awww

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Saturday, April 3, 2010 8:30:02 PM

It's those little moments that help us get through the tougher moments.up smile

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Saturday, April 3, 2010 8:31:42 PM

Originally posted by Cois:

Hope I'm wrong and she's just ignoring me



You of all people would be the last one she would ignore. up bigsmile

MinaMinenow Saturday, April 3, 2010 8:36:21 PM

*laughs* oh honey, I've barely had time to pee somedays and I kid not!!

The phone issue I am having I pmed you about.

Thanks everyone! Annette, Kiran, Phantom, Dennis, D, Mr. Hour, Mit, John, Jax (yes to you, I knew you'd understand)...

I appreciate the support. Guess I didn't anticipate quite this much after feeling stagnant so long....

It's nice to have a quiet moment here and there. happy

Like now, with ya'all. smile

Darkogdare Saturday, April 3, 2010 8:37:37 PM

I worked for 13 straight hours today knockout Busy week, busy month...

I will take the rest of those millions, thanks bigsmile

MinaMinenow Saturday, April 3, 2010 8:51:25 PM

Splitsies, Dare? bigsmile

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Saturday, April 3, 2010 9:16:01 PM

Originally posted by Minenow:

Splitsies, Dare? :D


Me Too!yes

Jaxs Powelleagle4eyes Sunday, April 4, 2010 1:18:35 AM

SummerAngel Sunday, April 4, 2010 4:32:04 AM

GO TO BPIMPED.COM
Easter

Darkogdare Sunday, April 4, 2010 8:13:02 AM

Originally posted by Minenow:

Splitsies, Dare?


Well, since it is in your blog, then ok. 70:30? bandit

MinaMinenow Sunday, April 4, 2010 6:46:27 PM

Thanks Annette! bigsmile

Jax. smile

Happy Easter. *fluffs my tail and looks cute* o

Oh Dare yer cute, but I'd never take 70. *giggles*

We'll just do the regular 'ol 50:50. wink

And half of my half for my CC. yes

Bad WolfCois Monday, April 5, 2010 8:28:55 AM

CC? ConCubine? scared when were you telling me of this! no.
lol.

Darkogdare Monday, April 5, 2010 8:43:25 PM

lol

H82typ Tuesday, April 6, 2010 4:23:17 AM

*looks @ "fluffed tail" chef wink *

Bad WolfCois Tuesday, April 6, 2010 8:48:31 AM

*looks at "high powered nail gun" * whistle ninja

MinaMinenow Tuesday, April 6, 2010 5:36:19 PM

bigsmile Too funny.

Babe be nice. It's just cotton balls. p

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Tuesday, April 6, 2010 7:34:00 PM

Originally posted by Minenow:

And half of my half for my CC. :yes:



What a friend you are to share with me. smiles

Bad WolfCois Tuesday, April 6, 2010 9:56:55 PM

Concubine!! p.
And that's my cotton balls he's looking at. mad left wait no I don't have no cotton balls! scared

DHdarkesthour Tuesday, April 6, 2010 10:01:54 PM

5 bucks from the local store, you get enough to last for months

Bad WolfCois Wednesday, April 7, 2010 10:21:31 AM

lol

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Thursday, April 8, 2010 10:15:15 AM

Originally posted by Cois:

Concubine!!

smileys

CC = Carbon copy!!smilies

Bad WolfCois Thursday, April 8, 2010 12:17:28 PM

Concubine! mad scared cry knockout

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Thursday, April 8, 2010 1:28:40 PM

lol :lol:I don't swing that way lol

Bad WolfCois Thursday, April 8, 2010 9:31:19 PM

I can swing it in all different directions happy left wait.. What are we talkin about again? lol

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Thursday, April 8, 2010 10:55:37 PM

yikes lol lol lol

DHdarkesthour Thursday, April 8, 2010 11:20:47 PM

Cotton balls last time I was around here lol

Bad WolfCois Friday, April 9, 2010 6:35:43 AM

Riiiiiiight! bigsmile cotton balls are good for stuffing up puncture wounds delivered by nail guns or chopsticks.. whistle

DHdarkesthour Friday, April 9, 2010 8:08:20 AM

Or making stuffed toys with...

Bad WolfCois Friday, April 9, 2010 3:25:39 PM

pssst did that stuffed toy just speak to me? left

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Saturday, April 10, 2010 5:35:24 AM

Originally posted by Cois:

cotton balls are good for stuffing up puncture wounds delivered by nail guns or chopsticks..


They also work well on dog bites!smiles

Bad WolfCois Saturday, April 10, 2010 10:23:15 AM

o they're on to me! p

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Saturday, April 10, 2010 4:07:06 PM

smileyJust following the clues!!smilie

MinaMinenow Saturday, April 10, 2010 4:12:09 PM

bigsmile Teehehehehe....

I get the oddest lines of comments here sometimes. Lucky meeeee. lol

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Saturday, April 10, 2010 7:01:28 PM

Yes you do, and I decided to follow along. It has been an fun!!smilie

Big HUGS!!!love heart love

Bad WolfCois Monday, April 12, 2010 8:25:09 AM

I say the oddest things when I'm here.. p

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Monday, April 12, 2010 3:11:57 PM

That's okay, CC loves it. smiles

Bad WolfCois Monday, April 12, 2010 3:58:50 PM

Who's the ConCubine now? p

Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes Monday, April 12, 2010 4:15:14 PM

Originally posted by Cois:

Who's the ConCubine now?


Don't know!smileylol

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