Friday, September 14, 2007 7:20:08 PM
Ah Slayer.My favourite band!Some of the people who know of Slayer and even alot of the fans of the band say that it is a group of antichrists singing about Satan.Well that's not what lith the fire in me.It is the lyrics of some songs:Face the Slayer(My favourite),Show no mercy,Die by the sword,captor of sin,black magic,crypts of eternity,skeletons of society,screaming from the sky,etc.Songs that tell you a story and with your imagination you're able to see these stories happening before you.Great scenes of massacres,beatiful panoramas.Maybe I'm imagining too much but I think that's the best way to listen to Slayer.Understand what they are saying don't just bang your head at them(if you're not on Slayer concert that is
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Friday, September 14, 2007 7:06:35 PM
Maybe if I wasn't so into Slayer already Burzum was going to be my favourite band.The simple music and hard (for some people)to understand meaning of the songs is truly a masterpiece.Varg Vikernes has my deepest respect mostly because of the song Dunkelheit(Burzum/Darkness/Мрак)Here are the lyrics:
When night falls
She cloaks the world
In impenetrable darkness
A chill rises
From the soil
And contaminates the air
Suddenly...
Life has new meaning
Great song with great lyrics.Haven't you felt like the person from the song even once in your life?Because I have and the feeling is strange and awsome at the same time.Your inner world breaks down to pieces and from those pieces a new world is born.A world in which everything known already is different and still the same.Because that everyting haven't changed a bit but you're understanding of it is different.And it is a great feeling.From then you beging to like unknown untill now things(New jenres of music,new colors,etc)and find the old ones less entertaining or even boring.You can call it Maturation but I don't like that definition because it is not necessarily improvement.It's a change.
Friday, September 14, 2007 6:43:59 PM
Forget about the money and all that crap.The world revolves around one thing - RESPECT.I hate people who don't respect me,my friends,my family and nature.So I hate almost whole Pleven.The worst thing is that I have alot of people around me who don't respect me.Not only as their friend but as a human being.I mean how can someone with who you ate,got drunk,played games and just hang with say to you "I don't give a shit about you!" That was a bit of a shock to me and I fear that most of my friends feel the same way.They don't respect either stuff they don't like or they don't understand.And I have alot of friends with different tastes.Some watch animes,some don't.Some listen to metal music,some don't.Etc.So I'm in the middle of this fight with everyone(well almost)disrespect other people's likings.And I think the worst is that I'm just taking all the hits,giving some back but in the end of the day nothing changes.It will just be the same tomorrow.And then the important questing rises:Why am I so damn happy with my life?!"Ofcourse there are some shitty days but overal I'm a very happy person and I don't know where that happines comes from.And I think that every human in my place would be happy too.Truly humans are strange beings.
Friday, September 14, 2007 6:27:22 PM
It's strange how people who you accept as friends can turn their backs on you for something as silly as a video game.It all started 2weeks ago when some of my let's call them friends started playing Archlord.At first I liked the game(screen shots,character disctiption on the main site of the game)then when I started playing it took me 1minute to realise that it's not for me and it isn't worth the waste of time.When I stated that I'm not going to play this game on ventrilo 2 of my so called friends didn't give a shit.Atleast untill the next day when they tell the other guys that were playing Archlord that I was not going to play with them because the game is lame(and it realy was).Then after a short argument inwhich I was the shithead.I just ignored them and continuted to play Lineage2.It took them 1week to extract all the fun the game could provide and return to "normal"
then they become friendly again and acted as nothing happened.They are now even wanting to play with me other games but I learned my lesson so I'm not going to do so.I'm even somehow happy about it since Archlord helped me understand my true relating with these people.So... I'm not intending to play with them more or it will be the end of our "friendship".So it will be best if we just drink and celebrate holidays together.
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