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Long Time

Wow, it's been a while since i have posted anything.

Well it's finally starting to get nice outside! Now the twins are 3 and my oldest is 4. Man the time just goes by too fast. As of now, not too many things have happened. Oh, actually, we moved into a house.... the kids love it. I work somewhere else. It's a pretty good job and I get paid more. My husband started his own business... yep. The only thing about that is the time. We need to learn how to manage our time, cause we don't spend that much time with the kids.
I started Primerica, and hopefully that will work for me so that I can do that part time and spend more time with the kids.
Other than that, everything else is going pretty well. I've missed everyone smile

God bless and take care
~MissClarooch~

Not enough time

Do you ever feel like there isn't enough time during the day to do anything?
That's the way I feel... not enough time to do house work, play w/ the kids outside (which I feel horrible for), not enough time for anything. Goodness.... time flies. But you have to take advantage of every minute of everyday. God has new mercies for us everyday... can't we just Thank Him for that and give Him the glory and the praise He so truly deserves? There is time to pray, but we don't take it. There is time to read the Bible, but we don't take the time... there is time, but we don't make the time. I pray that God may show me how to take time and spread it out evenly through out my day, so I can do what He wants me to do.. what I need to do.
well anyways- I have to go upstairs now and cook. My hubby's getting home soon, and you know he's going to be hungry... lol

God bless all of you.
Take care.
Your sis in Christ
MissClarooch smile

Feeling like crap


Not a good title huh? I know. But hey,that's how I feel right now. I have all this stress up on my shoulders right now. What the heck. I can't even sit for 5 minutes and be by myself, alone, sola... just to relax, and maybe just MAYBE.... take a nap. A nap sounds nice. Or maybe a nice hot bath and no one calling me for anything. What do you think?
Don't I deserve a little peace and quiet for a few minutes? I mean, I get up w/ the kids (the twins will be 1 on Easter and my oldest will be 2 in May). I change them, feed them, get myself ready for work. Man! And even though I wish I could sleep in on the weekends, I can't. I wake up early. Especially on Sundays, so that I can get myself and the kids ready for church.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not fit for this job. I'm not saying that I regret my kids or anything. Don't get me wrong, I love them and all... I love how they giggle when they get excited. I love how my oldest is trying to be all grown up and talking like he's a big boy. But sometimes, I feel that they are suffering. Like I'm not good enough to be a mother. I'm 21.... maybe I should have waited, but I didn't and man are they cute. I just would like some time for myself.
It's funny cause as I'm writting this, one of the twins (the boy) is crying, so my oldest went and got him some toys to play w/) That was nice of him. NOw he wants to play. He's showing me that he can jump.
I just don't know anymore.
Well gotta go.
Missclarooch

Abuse

This annoys me so much... when someone... dares to hit someone else, out of anger. I'm IMing my cousin right now. She's left her home... she's out walking somewhere... w/ her baby. Her husband decided to get violent today. How nice is that?! What a jerk.... but she should have thought about that before getting married. Then again... u don't really know a person until after... after the wedding and the honeymoon. Goodness. I don't get it? I mean, not that it hasn't happened to.... well, I'm not going to go on w/ that.
anyways- One of my "friends" called me today. She finally has a job and now she thinks she might be pregnant. But she doesn't know yet for sure..... wow. It's crazy how stuff happens.
There's so many things in my mind, but I know that God has a way... out of no way. I'm thankful to Him. My father. I don't know how I tried so hard to be loved by people, and there was someone already there loving me from the very begining.
Don't get me wrong. I have bad days, who doesn't? Sometimes I just want to scream. Sometimes I don't want to get up. Sometimes, I feel miserable.
But this is it for me... for now. I have 1 baby in bed and 2 more to go....

Always-
MissClarooch

Here I am

Here I am Typing w/ one free hand while the other is holding on to my son that's looking at the screensaver pics we have on the othr computer. Goodness he's getting heavy. I try to show him a toy car, but he'll just take it for a little while and then he'll get bored and get off my lap. Yep, there he goes. He's now in the drawer, and now he has a wireless mouse my husband had put away. This little boy loves computers... Now he's up on a chair and I think... "boys will be boys right?" No matter how many times he falls, he'll get back up and do the same thing over and over. My heart just skipped a beat... he almost fell! I love the toddler stage... it's fun. But man, I do get tired. Wait until next year, when the twins are moving around. Then I'll have 3 kids to chase around! eek
Well let's see what I do today. My husband is taking me to see a movie! Sometimes we just need to get away for a little while and be together. ALONE....
Well my daughter is crying. So I better get going.

Until next time!

About Me...

My name is Clary...
I'm 20 yrs. old and I have 3 kids. I have a 17 month old son and 7 month old twins (boy & girl). Yeah, I'm pretty busy. Yesterday, I went and applied at this orthopedic office... and they called me today! I hope and pray that I get the job. I got an interview on Monday!!!! bigsmile I can't wait.
Well, I'm just here... sitting by myself... bored. If my son was here w/ me he would be throwing a fit. He loves computers and if he doesn't get to be on one.... man does he get mad! Terrible 2's are kicking in... and I'm not sure how I'm going to do it when the twins get to that age. Right now they are learning how to crawl (my daughter kinda hops... it's funny) But they are all SO cute! I love them alot!
Anyways- this is new to me. I've never done this stuff before... and I'm kinda confused as to how this works, but I'll get it sooner or later. right?
I just wonder if anyone will write to me???? I don't really care, but it would be nice.
Oh, well earlier I said that I was going to take a nap.... HA! THAT didn't happen! A few minutes later, my husband walked in and we went to the store.... HOW FUN! But I did get to see my son. He gave me a kiss and then he walked right inside and didn't even bother to say bye! (how rude) I guess he's having fun at my sis-in-law's house. He better not get used to it cause he's not gonna be staying over there every night.
Not that I'm going to deprive my kids.... cause I remember when I was younger, my mom didn't like me staying over at anyone's house.... so I'm not going to do that to my kids.
Well, I gotta go.
The twins are asleep and I'm about to go to bed.

Clary

Hello

Here I go again. Man, I'm bored. My son is over at my sis-in-law's house and not here w/ me. Well, atleast I get to relax for a while right? NOT...
I'm not sure what to write, so yeah...

I'm gonna take a nap... bigsmile
That's only a once in a blue moon thing that happens... w/ 3 kids. I don't have time to nap!


Clary