Collect, Reflect, and Vegetate
Wednesday, 14. November 2007, 03:44:18
After recent events, I've decided to shy away from those who have been clouding my thoughts with their own incessant bullshit. I've been out of school for years, but the same ol' problems seem to arise in my social circle. It's ridiculous and I don't have the patience to make sense of things. I'd rather just let it go until everything has calmed down. I'm stripping myself of the emotional attachments I share with some and with others--well--I'm just relieving myself of their selfish demands and self-righteous protests.
I used to always feel the need to get out of the house and stay out from the time I got off work until the moment I was too tired to live anymore. I used to feel that's what I had to do to keep my sanity, but I've realized what's really important. Sure it's healthy to socialize and be with your friends, but too much of a good thing can really get down on you. Take some time away! Let the people who matter know that you just need some space, and the people who don't matter can just go fuck themselves.
With my extra alone time I'm able to write more music and read from my books. I have time to research answers to the questions that pop in my head throughout the day. For example: what the fuck does cantankerous mean?!
can·tan·ker·ous [kan-tang-ker-uhs]
âadjective
disagreeable to deal with; contentious; peevish; ill-tempered and quarrelsome
Well there you go! My little brother, Jacob, is a cantankerous drug addict who failed himself at life.
He is, however, an inspiration to the creative agenda.
You're lying to yourself and all of us about your good intentions
Your pseudo recovery blankets the motives in your guise
Indulging in the prosperity of man's warm inventions
You hold your ears as your maker cuts you down to size
You've pinched off more than you can smoke, little boy
You've stolen your last quarter from the corners of innocents
This home is no longer your salvation for acting coy
Well your eyes it's time to shed the lies and live out consequence
Thanks tons, you fuck!
I will be leaving on monday to visit my mother in Philadelphia. There I will be getting my first tattoo, my first haircut in over a year, and hopefully get my tongue re-pierced. It should be hella fun on a bun with a coke and a straw!
I used to always feel the need to get out of the house and stay out from the time I got off work until the moment I was too tired to live anymore. I used to feel that's what I had to do to keep my sanity, but I've realized what's really important. Sure it's healthy to socialize and be with your friends, but too much of a good thing can really get down on you. Take some time away! Let the people who matter know that you just need some space, and the people who don't matter can just go fuck themselves.
With my extra alone time I'm able to write more music and read from my books. I have time to research answers to the questions that pop in my head throughout the day. For example: what the fuck does cantankerous mean?!
can·tan·ker·ous [kan-tang-ker-uhs]
âadjective
disagreeable to deal with; contentious; peevish; ill-tempered and quarrelsome
Well there you go! My little brother, Jacob, is a cantankerous drug addict who failed himself at life.
He is, however, an inspiration to the creative agenda.
You're lying to yourself and all of us about your good intentions
Your pseudo recovery blankets the motives in your guise
Indulging in the prosperity of man's warm inventions
You hold your ears as your maker cuts you down to size
You've pinched off more than you can smoke, little boy
You've stolen your last quarter from the corners of innocents
This home is no longer your salvation for acting coy
Well your eyes it's time to shed the lies and live out consequence
Thanks tons, you fuck!
I will be leaving on monday to visit my mother in Philadelphia. There I will be getting my first tattoo, my first haircut in over a year, and hopefully get my tongue re-pierced. It should be hella fun on a bun with a coke and a straw!
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