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Eroding Myself

deep cold whispers
you breathe down my neck
weakening my resistance
and i end up being seduced by your lust
to erode all i have of me

thriving on my sadness
you grow stronger and your
methods more skillful
plotting the way
to my destruction
devouring pieces of me with each step

i dance i your ballroom
of pure death and darkness
leaving my trail of blood
as i bleed to the beat
of your desire

then i try to stop
this vulgar pain
stabbing my claws into my soul
tearing it all apart
so that i know
you will feed on
the broken pieces i created
and somehow succeeding in
eroding myself..

thats it..bleh

i looked into ur eyes
and all i saw was sorrow..
your walls crumbling,
your world spinning..
what happened?

was it him..
wat he had done to you?
has the wound set alight again?

or was it her?
when she took her life?
no goodbye
you refused to cry
instead you bled,
bled then,
you bleed now
please dont bleed forever!

i looked into your eyes
and i saw darkness
was it them?
did they burn all of you when they left?

or did the world take your soul?
by force..forever

i looked into your eyes
and funny enough..
i saw me..

my eyes have been opened,
im so lost,
too confused,
my mind im begining to lose,
my heart,
my fear,
all wraped in coldness...
my soul is pain,
im dying all over again!!

now im heartless and soulless,
falling all over,
into pits of sorrow and hopelessness
and all of your love controls me...

now i think, oh why,
did i ever let myself cry,
the master over me, oh ive begged, now i plead,
i need you, i need you,
im too lost without you!!

this feeling so new,
ripping and tearing,
the rest of me without caring,
this pain, so real, taking over,
its all i feel!

are you aware?
of what has been done,
what i have become?
ALL I WISH TO DO IS RUN!!!

now im heartles and soulless,
falling all over,
into pits of sorrow and hopelessness
and all of your love controls me...

when my eyes were closed,
i wasnt alone,
you were there,
when i was ever so scared,
now my eyes have been opened,
and i must question?

do you love me more or less??
one day you held me,
the next you threw me,
but still i am lured back,
to you...

im so heartless,
completely soulless,
again dying all over...

people always ask what inspires me..

most of my ideas for a poem pop up in the weirdest situations..i wrote one of my best poems in an important history class..lol..thoughts just pop in me litte crazi head and when i write it down,and then another and so on and so on...it's like i get this urge to write..ive had to pass down some urges while writing exems and tests..being with buddies...being with a guy...getting lectured by me mum and lotsa other random situations..i always regret passing them down coz ive thrown away something that couldve been good...

ah well theres 'my inspiration'