19 hours left<br/>

Sunday, 15. June 2008, 19:04:37

I have felt really bad today. First of all I went to bed at around 4.30 am, woke up at 10, went to a shopping centre close to me to buy some extra stuff for the trip, slept due to me feeling really bad (my tummy hurt), stressed due to Mune leaving my side although he was still w me, started to give my mother's plants to neighbours (and we still have a couple left) and now I am on my way w my companion to the place where he will be the first three weeks. My little boy hasnt been able to sleep much (since he has felt that something big is happening) except when I have slept. This morning I woke up because I felt his little body lying(?) next to my face.

I will miss him but I trust the people where he will stay, so that is a good thing.

Now it is only 19 hours left..

/// Mizz Martinez

45 hours left I am off.

Comments

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It must be so hard for you. Leaving your 'son' behind. I need sedatives if I go on 'holiday'. I have traveling but I'd love to travel. Does that make me

By qlue, # 15. June 2008, 19:45:31

It is not exactly as if I have never left him before for so many weeks..but it breaks my heart into pieces anyway.

How come you hate travelling? By bus? Train? Planes? I would say that you are only a bit insane..

By MizzMartinez, # 15. June 2008, 20:05:11

I live by my routine. Traveling breaks routine. A break in routine brings uncertainty. Uncertainty causes stress. Stress makes me throw up. I hope that clears it up for you.

By qlue, # 15. June 2008, 20:11:22

Oh..I see. You dont want to jeopardize your way of living.

By MizzMartinez, # 15. June 2008, 21:03:14

qlue that is great! So why dont you just make a routine of vacationing and set it up the same way as your common days?

MizzM; I am sure Mune will miss you as much as you miss him; just bring in back a nice treat and he will forget about the whole thing

By ripp2002, # 15. June 2008, 21:44:20

A very intelligent suggestion about Aadil's vacations, I must say Ripp!

Oh, i will bring some nice clothing for my boy doll!

By MizzMartinez, # 15. June 2008, 22:06:35

I was suggesting a bone or something

foofoo dog

By ripp2002, # 15. June 2008, 22:12:25

I am pretty sure that the bones are much tastier here..but the clothing is a lot cheaper over there

By MizzMartinez, # 16. June 2008, 06:29:49

By ripp2002, # 16. June 2008, 17:22:20

By MizzMartinez, # 18. June 2008, 15:48:56

Everyone else gets something and I only get eyes

You heart is in so much pain you are speechless right?

It is ok, I knew this would happen to you; I have that affect on people

Its the tongue

By ripp2002, # 18. June 2008, 16:03:19

I didn't have much to add Ripp..after 37 comments of BS I was numb!

By MizzMartinez, # 18. June 2008, 16:44:25

By ripp2002, # 18. June 2008, 16:48:51

By MizzMartinez, # 18. June 2008, 16:49:45

So Ripp, are you going to bankroll this routine of vacations?

By qlue, # 23. June 2008, 19:16:53

Routine of vacations???????

By ripp2002, # 24. June 2008, 01:27:52

By MizzMartinez, # 27. June 2008, 22:20:11

I am broked, poor, shitting dust

you name it!!!

By ripp2002, # 28. June 2008, 01:02:17

Just pm your social security number together with you name, address, bank details etc. It's amazing how easy to get credit in africa on an american identity

By qlue, # 28. June 2008, 06:45:21

sadly, I am one of those stupid people that pay for everything in cash

if I cannot pay for it then I do not buy it

By ripp2002, # 28. June 2008, 14:07:18

No problem. Continue saying cash and I'll use your credit

By qlue, # 28. June 2008, 14:14:25

By ripp2002, # 28. June 2008, 14:15:58

By MizzMartinez, # 30. June 2008, 14:44:21

sure laugh at the guy with shitty credit now

By ripp2002, # 1. July 2008, 05:30:44

No one has bad credit. Generally, the worse your debt is, the easier it is to get credit. As long as your repayments are at least 10% of your outstanding balance.

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They know you'll never be able to clear your debt but they're still making money so they don't care. 'Bad' debt accounts for ninety percent of a loan sharks income. (I'm including banks and 'legitimate' financial institutions under the banner of loan shark here.)

By qlue, # 1. July 2008, 06:25:00

damn, I can count my debt on one hand; only if each finger was 100,000.00

ok just kidding. I barely have any debt but what I do have is bad

By ripp2002, # 1. July 2008, 17:44:58