Finding My Reality

How can people be so heartless? I put my own happiness aside on a daily basis making sure my family is happy and taken care of. I've done the inconvenient without the huffing and puffing, i've dealt with the shit that gets taken out on me and i dont ask for much in return but for a little appreciation. Now i need some taking care of but it's inconvenient, go figure. And insted of sucking it up, shutting up and doing it without making me feel bad, the two people i expected to care without selfishness have devastatingly dissapointed me and called me irrational. So i guess im sorry that an unexpected surgery that i need has fucked up everyones agenda! SHAME ON YOU!!!