Tired and tired
Wednesday, 5. November 2008, 15:03:28
Yup i did had so happy times, then feel tired, though matter what i said i still never want to give up with you, because i know i was really love you! When something happen i felt very bad, but after that all i can talk to myself is i still love you whatever happen! I have never been strong like that do you know? Or at least in the past i can sure i wont wait for anyone for long and many times!
From the time with you, i knew what is the feeling of waiting. Though no matter what i do i still think of you, that what are you doing there at work, or if you have any trouble with caption or crews, and feel worry everytime i dont hear from you for one day, dont know if something happen to you! And the thing that now i still cant sure is about you... I want to know actually how you feel, is it that hard? When i see something from you that different from what you told me, i felt my heart was pain, lots! What did you say? That i`m always in your mind, that you love me lots, that you want a future with me, everything is true?! I`m confuse about you now after i hear words that i shouldnt hear, probably thats your think when you talk to others?! I`m sort of truth girl, what i can do is love you by all my heart! I can feel that you love me lots, but seem i just make myself confuse is it?!
What i can tell you is i love you so much!
From the time with you, i knew what is the feeling of waiting. Though no matter what i do i still think of you, that what are you doing there at work, or if you have any trouble with caption or crews, and feel worry everytime i dont hear from you for one day, dont know if something happen to you! And the thing that now i still cant sure is about you... I want to know actually how you feel, is it that hard? When i see something from you that different from what you told me, i felt my heart was pain, lots! What did you say? That i`m always in your mind, that you love me lots, that you want a future with me, everything is true?! I`m confuse about you now after i hear words that i shouldnt hear, probably thats your think when you talk to others?! I`m sort of truth girl, what i can do is love you by all my heart! I can feel that you love me lots, but seem i just make myself confuse is it?!
What i can tell you is i love you so much!
. My father always say this boy is not okay that boy is bad, so he always want to prevent me from any boy! Any boy! I`m boring...
. Is there anyone same as me? Sometimes i wished i was graduate and live by my own so i can do things i want as travel or make friends...
It was long time i havent written anything on my opera and now really miss the community here! Hope everybody still not forget me yet!
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