Helena

Nice to be reminded of a for-ages-non-existing blog

I don't think however I have anything clever to say today

Have a good night

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Monday, June 9, 2008 12:48:13 PM

Belive it or not, but it's not my laziness this time, but the fact that I really AM very busy with my exams and don't find enough time to write anything...
I do now, to apologize and promise that a long note will appear next week when all my exams are finished and I am back from a trip do Cornwall...
And I will probably put some more photos as well.
For all of you that have any important or less important exams this time: good luck!

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Friday, May 9, 2008 9:08:31 PM

As I promised, I'm introducing you a translation of the poem from the last post:

My life's like a maze
Full of routes, full of turns
And I don't know which way to go...

My life - spiderweb
Each strand tied with another
I have to choose one of them again...

My thoughts scattered in the darkness,
My heart doesn't know what I am looking for,
And I myself like a lonely wanderer among the rocks...

My thoughts lost somewhere in swell of the sea,
My heart has drifted far away,
And I myself like a boundless ocean without a bottom...

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008 8:35:27 PM

Feeling a bit lonely today...

I promised to say something abuot me. And I suppose I should have started to uncover myself bit by bit.
According to my mood at the moment I will post one of my first poems written a long time ago. Unfortunately it is not translated into English yet, but I will try to do it as soon as possible.
Here it is:

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Moje życie, jak labirynt
Pełne dróg, pełne zakrętów,
a ja nie wiem, w którą stronę iść...

Moje życie - pajęczyna
Każda nić z inną związana,
Znowu muszę wybrać jedną z nich...

Moje myśli rozproszyły się w ciemności,
Moje serce nie wie, czego szukam,
A ja, jak samotny wędrowiec wśród skał...

Moje myśli zagubione gdzieś wśród fal,
Moje serce odpłynęło hen, daleko,
A ja, jak bezbrzeżny ocean, bez dna...

(2004)

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008 3:20:22 PM

Relaxing exeat weekend in Yeovil. A few moments for a soothing feeling of being useful. Not essential. Just helpful. But that's enough.
I got a virus or something. Whatever it was, made me feel unwell. That is all I can say for an explonation of my temporal abscence from here.
I am back now to tell you that my exams get closer and closer so I don't promise I will be able to visit my blog very often. I will try, though. And definitely write a note after my first struggles with Statistics and Polish on 15th of May.
So keep your fingers crossed and I shall probably be learning...

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:33:07 PM

Another little dream is going to come true...

Sometimes I feel like luck is on my beck and call. It's just unbelievable! I thought "I wish I had a Polish student in a school" and now I hear it is just about to happen.
Can you imagine a smile that appeared on my face?

And can you imagine a smile of my heart? This one is even more grinning...

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Monday, April 28, 2008 8:21:01 PM

I went to the UCAS Higher Education Convention in Bath University today.
Did it help me or did it confuse me more?
I think it refreshed my dreams: Cambridge, a year in Europe or a year in industry...?
Ambitious? Yes, indeed. But is there something wrong about being ambitious? Too ambitious? I hope not. This time I will consider other possibilities as well.
Probably I will choose another route. Probably I will go back home, to study in Poland. Actually this decision has already been made. Definitely, as far as I can remember.
But somewhere inside I still wonder if it is possible. Well, I know it is... I wonder if it will happen.

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Again...

Sunday, April 27, 2008 11:10:29 AM

A new blog... Again... What for? Just for myself... Not the first one... But the first written in English... For myslef... And for anyone who is here by any chance...
What else can I say in the first note? Not much, I suppose... Maybe I'll go to the lunch now...
Oh, yes... Something about me? Not now, wait till the next time

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