What if?

Life right seems as if its on fast foward. I mean my life right now is completely rushed. I cannot wait for it to be the weekend. I mean my schedule is out of control! The only day I can actually relax and do nothing is Friday night. I usaully am busy that day too. I mean this Friday I have a clam cake and clam chowder supper I am volunteering at.

Last friday was amazing. I went to the Senior picnic at my school. After that me and couple of friends just chilled at Dunkin Donuts for like 2-3 hours. We just talked and that was the first night I was able to just hang out with them and relax in a long time.

Thid week has been a busy week. I had work and homework and make up work. I was sick and I stayed home so I had so much make up work to do. I cannot begin to count how much I have to do. I work 3 days a week thats not including tutoring. Not including all the homework I have to do and activities I am involved in.

I wish I did not have to rush. I wish I had a remote control that alowed me to pause life for one moment.

Signing off
Singing my heart out!!!