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Friday, March 16, 2007 4:53:00 AM
carl carpenter writes:
My name is carl and i am a 46 yrs old and last Nov. 2 lost my wife in a very unexpected death. Her and I both were on disability and unable to work, but we were happy and very much in love. I had to sell everything we own. The lost of her income and now with added bills and expenses, such as funeral and other things to pay for, I usually dont have money for food or utilities. Its been very difficult and Iam to the point i dont know what to do or where to go. Its hard for me to ask for help and to embarrasing to ask for it. Its like GOD has forgotten all about me and cant hear me. I humbled myself today and thought I would look to see if there was anything available for people in my position, and this is far as i got. I have never felt so alone in my life and everything seems so hopless. I live in Nevada, Mo., a small rual farming community and very limited on help. Please help me
My name is carl and i am a 46 yrs old and last Nov. 2 lost my wife in a very unexpected death. Her and I both were on disability and unable to work, but we were happy and very much in love. I had to sell everything we own. The lost of her income and now with added bills and expenses, such as funeral and other things to pay for, I usually dont have money for food or utilities. Its been very difficult and Iam to the point i dont know what to do or where to go. Its hard for me to ask for help and to embarrasing to ask for it. Its like GOD has forgotten all about me and cant hear me. I humbled myself today and thought I would look to see if there was anything available for people in my position, and this is far as i got. I have never felt so alone in my life and everything seems so hopless. I live in Nevada, Mo., a small rual farming community and very limited on help. Please help me
Father I lift Carl up to you, and I know that it is a few months late, but Father I know you have been with Him from the start, and that you led Him to this blog, and I praise you Father for your wonderful plans and designs at how you always bring things together so perfectly!
Father I ask that you comfort him and lead him and provide for him, ease his heartache and pain.
I ask that you provide for him and lead him to a better place and that he be well taken care of.
I also ask that you would let him recognize and feel your presence and your love Father.
Thank you Father, In the Name Of Jesus I pray, Amen.
Carl, I have myself, even recently, as in this last month, felt like God wasn't listening, and wondering if He had abandoned me. But He hadn't, there were just some things He was trying to get me to learn. One of the things He was trying to teach me, was to reach out to my brother & sister's in Christ, and trust in them for their spiritual support, and to know that He was with me regardless whether it looked like it or not, I learned a pretty good lesson in faith, or the lack of it. Should you happen to come back to this space, (and I have prayed and asked God to lead you back here) Please email me. so that we can chat a bit, and I can share some hope, faith and encouragement with you.
In God's Love,
MzDaMzEL
