My Opera-Un believeable-
Saturday, January 5, 2008 8:15:19 AM
How much I am fed up with this endless routine! I am tired of pulling a smile on my face daily, whereas my soul is crying because of weariness.
I am tired to bear those whom I cannot bear. I am tired of my chronic fatigue.
I am tired of being strong. I am tired of lying to myself and nourish myself with hopes. I am tired to justify others hopes.
Life is not a fairy tale, why do I keep on believing in it? I am tired of struggling with myself and those around me. I want to be alone. Simply to stay alone for some time.
Routine eats me up. I begin to feel myself a shallow person. I am tired of being strong, but don’t wish to be weak.
Contradiction. And I don’t know how to find out the solution. My God! Now I want to cry at everybody indiscriminately! …
How I wish to come to depth of a forest, to lean against a powerful tree, to turn out to be under heavy shower and simply to cry out.
Alone… That no one could see me.
How strange it happens in life - that what gave you a complete happiness, in time may give you deep sorrow.
I feel this way recently, I want to pull this out of my heart, but fail… Hope time will heal me, and Haz will return to her previous rhythm of life…
I am tired to bear those whom I cannot bear. I am tired of my chronic fatigue.
I am tired of being strong. I am tired of lying to myself and nourish myself with hopes. I am tired to justify others hopes.
Life is not a fairy tale, why do I keep on believing in it? I am tired of struggling with myself and those around me. I want to be alone. Simply to stay alone for some time.
Routine eats me up. I begin to feel myself a shallow person. I am tired of being strong, but don’t wish to be weak.
Contradiction. And I don’t know how to find out the solution. My God! Now I want to cry at everybody indiscriminately! …
How I wish to come to depth of a forest, to lean against a powerful tree, to turn out to be under heavy shower and simply to cry out.
Alone… That no one could see me.
How strange it happens in life - that what gave you a complete happiness, in time may give you deep sorrow.
I feel this way recently, I want to pull this out of my heart, but fail… Hope time will heal me, and Haz will return to her previous rhythm of life…
Bùi Hoàng Hưngcafedang_th # Saturday, January 5, 2008 11:34:05 AM
Becca JamesMunchkin97 # Saturday, January 5, 2008 3:09:03 PM
These may seem a little trite but i have found them to be true i hope they may help you as they have helped me ....
When you wish to cry, cry, when you wish to laugh, laugh to sleep, sleep to wake, wake .... if we then also set ourselves a healthful routine of body and spirit we can walk through lifes sun and storms without despair touching us.
{{hugs}}
beccaxx
DragonKid # Monday, January 7, 2008 5:14:29 AM
Tại sao em lại ko thay giọt nước mắt bằng nụ cười.
Em ko cô đơn khi xung quanh em vẫn còn có ja đình, bạn bè.
Nếu muốn khóc, hãy cứ khóc, rồi hãy lạc quan, yêu đời.
Cuộc sống sẽ đẹp hơn nếu như có thêm 1 nụ cười của em...
SammiNguyen Dinh Bao Ngoc # Monday, January 7, 2008 5:21:07 AM
Võ Tấn Dũngonceclick # Tuesday, August 12, 2008 7:45:10 AM