My FIRST love t0uch.
Sunday, August 14, 2011 1:28:38 PM
Chapter ( 1 ).
He put his b0th hands ar0und my neck . It was like a fire n my b0dy as its the 1st time 4 me 2 get t0uched by a man ....but it was a sweety fire .
I put my head down cuz i cnt face his eyes that luk ar0und ma face and making it so h0t and my lips g0t fine trem0rs .
He came cl0ser ,n0w i cn feel his h0t breaths burning my y0ung skin . And he m0ved his palms on my cheeks gently .
I knw dat he s g0ing 2 kis me bt i cnt st0p hm .His eyes ,his smile and his t0uch . . . . .All making me p0werless.
So that i gave up .Anyway It was a fast kis , bt it deliverd the m0st sincere l0v feelings 0n the w0rld.
But suddenly . . . . .
Chapter 2
Anyway It was a fast kis , bt it deliverd the m0st sincere l0v feelings 0n the w0rld.
But suddenly . . . . .
I heard my m0m v0ice calling my name ...
- " wake up ,wake up u r late 2 sch0ol ".
I opened my eyes sl0wly ..Breathles bt wit a smile ,mmmm a diffrnt smile ...
My m0m asked wit her quiet smile " why do u sweat much recently ? "
i felt s0 shy ,that wise lady can n0tice anythng hppning n this h0use .I jumped of my bed escaping 2 the bathr0om.
..I t0ok the shwer and went 2 skul bt ths man's eyes didnt leav my th0ughts at all.
Then wen i c0me bk h0me i drew his eyes 0n my sketch.
....Since that time ,he visited my dreams evryday ,and he gave me the best l0ve st0ry..And wen i wake up ,i drew a new part of his face on that sketch that i hide n my bag 2 evrywer i go.
Til thurthday..15 th feb. . . . . . . .I t0ok my m0m makeup kit and i made myslf b4 g0ing 2 bed ,i wantd 2 b so cute 4 hm tonit.
But . . . .He was so angry 2 me and he leaved me then the dream became a nightmare and i w0ke up and i h0lded the picture i drew 4 him n my hands and i spent the wh0le night luking at hm and w0ndring why he was so t0ugh wit me t0night and suddnly tears ran out of my eye dragging my feelings out of my heart to hurt my face like th0usands of swords.....Til i fall asleep.
In the m0rning ,my m0m was sh0ckd wen she enterd my r0om 2 wake me up . And cald my dad and he started sh0utng at me so badly cuz i 4g0t 2 rem0ve the make up and n0w they c0ught me.
And i went 2 sch0ol bt i didn leav the clas 4 the break wit my mates as usual .Bt i stayed on my disk hiding my face in my hands then tears started runing again ,bt i heard a v0ice whispering " iam s0rry ".
I checkd ar0und ,bt there was n0bdy here ...Then i f0und dat it was c0ming 0ut frm my bag .It was the sketch ,it was talkng 2 me n0w .
He smiled sl0wly and he said " iam s0rry eillin ,i didnt mean 2 hurt u bt i just l0v u with0ut any make up ,just urslf "
at that time ,i cried l0udly and my tears fall 0n the sketch and it made a small h0les in his face .And that made his face l0oks really in pain .
He arched his eyebr0ws and said " please st0p ,evry single tear fr0m u drills my heart deeply "
i rem0ved the tears frm his face with my sleeves .
At that time he smiled at me again. And i cud feel his hands h0lding me hard but with0ut real hands just like our dreams.
I talk 2 hm n0w evryday and we spent l0ng times evryday 2gthr and i ask his advices and he cares aftr me .
. . . . .Nights passed foll0wed by weeks and m0nths f0r ab0ut a year and half.
But our st0ry s n0t n0 l0nger the same st0ry ...Fights ,pain and tears always fillng my life n0w , and everytime i cry ,my tears makes tiny h0les n his face .
. . . .I lukd at his face t0night and he was really sad and s0 pitty ,h0les fillng hs face ,i cn barly see his eyes n0w ,
- he said " i have 2 leav u n0w dear "
- but i need u .
- i need u 2 ,but u have 2 m0ve 0n .
- n0 ,i w0nt m0ve at al ,i cnt take jst a breath with0ut u.
-bt u cnt marry ths sketch.
- u r nt a sketch ,u r my real l0v ,u r my real l0ve .
This time ,he cried and his 0wn tears started burning the paper .
He said " i want u remembr dat i wil always l0v u ,its a pr0mise and i neva break my pr0mises "
i startd to m0an trapping my feelngs deeply inside my heart while watchng his face burned by his own tears to end bt the tears left just a mark.
This mark was a w0rd .....
It was ( i l0V U ).
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