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The General (lack of) Creativity - Part 3/4

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Part 1 Part 2 Part 4

Even if a person has a clear and uncluttered mind and has a well developed imagination, there are still obstacles ahead his or hers creativity. The most significant is

Fear of the Unknown UncertaintyUnfamiliarity

We all have certain fears of unknown things built into our minds. It is normal. But it can also inhibit creative process severely. There are three basic factors that shape this fear:

- Evolutionary-genetic
- Educational (again)
- Social

The fear of the unknown uncertainty unfamiliarity is built in deeply into our nervous system. For millions and millions of years it kept us alive, but now, in a society in which 'staying alive' is no longer difficult, this mechanism backfires. It simply means that trough the evolution we evolved to a state in which we avoid things or situations that appear strange to us because it is safer. Our brain likes to categorize things. We think in stereotypes whether we like it or not. Apples are healthy and tigers are dangerous. There could be a nice kitty among those tigers and perhaps there is a poisonous apple somewhere in the basket, but from the evolutionary point of view it is not very effective to scrutinize every apple or every tiger each time we encounter either of it. It is better to fear all tigers once you learn how dangerous they are. So with time we learn that fire is hot, salt water is not drinkable and speaking your mind will get you into social trouble. It takes time, of course. This is why children present this fear in its minimum amount (and hence they are often regarded as creative).
All that and much more is what we call experience and contributes to the fact that we grow out of creativity, not into it. Because in the core of every creative process there is trying something novel, something that hasn't been tried before. Many times there is no prior experience on which we could predict the outcome of our decision. The most creative people go trough periods of an extreme self-doubt and anxiety simply because they cannot know if their work will actually work and be of any value at all. Only the strongest can overcome this fear and actually win a battle against themselves. If a company or a workshop is to increase creativity among its members, the first priority would be to reduce the factors that contribute to this fear. We'll examine that in a second.

Again I have to spill some ink on the account of our education system which does almost everything it can to scare us even more! Trying out new ideas will by implication mean making a lot of mistakes. Our brain is simply not powerful enough to simulate every aspect of the idea (there are far to many arbitrary factors) so a high level of tolerance is required in order to actualize that small percentage of worthy ideas. But that tolerance is exactly what school lacks. Not just that; mistakes are stigmatized and regarded as something profoundly stupid and worthy of punishment. This is a remain of a pre-inustrial 19th century zeitgeist.
"I am not tying to say that being wrong is the same thing as being creative. What we do know is that if you are not prepared to be wrong, you'll never come up with anything original." (Ken Robinson, source at 5:35)

The fear of being wrong is induced by the system of testing, grading and ridicule of peers and teachers. By the time an average kid reaches the third grade (about 9-10 years old) the fear of being wrong is installed into his brain. As a result kids are under a lot of stress which was already noted in the second part of this series. Research and experience shows that children are extremely enthusiastic when they enter school but within 3-4 years almost all develop strong negative feelings towards going to school every morning. The thought of listening to dull lessons (again see part 2), writing a test or answering an oral exam is stressful enough to give cramps to most kids. Preschool kids are by their nature very curious; they want to know everything! Where does all that curiosity go once they reach school?!

Beside stress, an other side effect of this process is that most students don't focus on gaining knowledge anymore. They focus on staying alive, i.e. passing the next test. There is a huge difference between learning something out of curiosity or just stuffing your brain with data (or a skill) that will be used/needed that day and then quickly forgotten. A lot of what we call 'education' is just an exercise for middle-term memory.

Small minded teachers play a big role in inhibiting creativity and overlooking the talents which kids might have. It is far easier to call a kid weird or just say "Do as others do," than to actually put some effort into it and trying to understand the child. More about that in the last part of this series.

Plus there is a ridicule of the class. IMHO it is far better to organize learning into smaller groups where students bond on a more personal level. The amount of ridicule in smaller groups is negligible comparing to big classes. I am sure you can recall from your own experience that it is far easier to speak out in a group of 8 than 80. "What will people think," which is a strong blockade against new ideas is not that much present anymore. "What will people think" is just a 'social' version of "What if I am wrong." As we have seen from evolutionary and educational examples, being wrong means trouble!


Now the social part (the one which is not embeded into education) is quite complex, but I believe it can again be divided into two basic categories;
- problems with responsibility
- problems with virtues

The problems of responsibility are something that I wasn't aware of until I heard lectures by Aleksander Zadel (psychologist). In a nutshell: being responsible starts by giving people the right feedback on their actions. Your feedback will determine their future motivation and attitude towards life. Especially if you are a parent (or a teacher). If this is too abstract, let me give you his example.

This is a completely normal room for a teenager (by Adam NFK Smith):

But of course, most parents are not happy with that, so they order kid to clean up. The kid does his best, but when parents return to evaluate the work they usually say something like "But you forgot the socks under the bed..." They focus on the negative aspects. We all do in such situations, don't we! It is a wrong thing! Because the next thought the kid will have is "Whatever I do, nothing is good enough - there is no point in doing it, if I am always wrong/bad." This lack of encouragement can in most cases lead to passivity. In broader terms; such parents are raising a professional victim, someone who doesn't take fate into ones own hands and doesn't take any risks. I will repeat once more; taking risks is central to the idea of creativity.

When the idea that "nothing is good enough" is enforced trough parenting, education and other social mechanisms, the sick version of perfectionism might develop. Perfectionism has two sides and I suspect they can be divided in the terms of time (I am sure they exist, but not sure about classification... I'll be glad to discuss it within the comments). Being perfectionist in the terms of your expectations (i.e. future) is IMHO a positive thing. You want to do your best, so you study hard to complete the project the best you possibly can, or you practice piano for many extra hours before a concert, or you go on a trip and you make sure nothing slips you mind; tickets, insurance, medications, an extra pair of underwear...That is a good thing!
But what about being a perfectionist in the terms of your past? I believe that is pathological. Being pedantic about things that are already done or things you can do nothing about and giving yourself a hard time about it is just bad. People have perfectionist expectations about weather. After 30 days of sun and 1 day of rain many of them will be depressed and will go on nagging about it. Sometimes you meet a person which is having really bad time because of a headache. And that headache is the first after months of a healthy life. Is it that hard to accept the fact that everything in nature has a rhythm and it can't always be as one expects? Just embrace the flaws and imperfections? These people have such high expectations that they can't live a happy life. And they fear experimenting (=being creative) because they think it is a battle that is already lost. So what if it rains! So what if you happen to have a bad day! Isn't it natural? So what if the majority of the ideas turns out to be crap?! It is so much easier to live if one accepts the concept of the imperfect world.

The second problem is about our virtues. It is about how we value and reward creativity and good ideas. In western countries this might not be such a big deal, but in post-communist countries such as Slovenia, ex-Soviet countries, Czech Republic, Slovakia (etc) this is very problematic. A tourist who wonders this countries might not even notice that; people are nice, roads are well made (mostly), people have computers, internet, companies are doing great (mostly)... Everything appears the same as in Germany or France. But that is just the surface.

To explain, I will use another metaphor which I will borrow from a professor of social science whom I was listening on college. Suppose you turn on your TV and there is an athletic event on; 10 km run and you begin watching in the middle of the race. You have no idea what was happening before and the camera shows the leading runner. Beside him there is an other one which appears to run beside him. What you don't know is, that the leader was so fast that he caught up with the last runner who is actually one lap behind.

One lap behind! That is what post-communist countries are. At first glance they appear to run side by side with the leaders, but actually they lack one phase of development. Most developed countries went from feudal to industrial phase somewhere in 19th century. Then they had a century and a half of development to reach today's point. Most of the 'our' countries skipped that and went directly from feudal to social-communist regime, which is mildly put, just another version of feudal system. What I mean to say is; it has similar propaganda. Similar virtues are promoted and valued. One such is physical labor. There is no need to think too much, physical work is what defines a man. Artists are just lazy assholes who avoid work and live on others' expense. Just see this. Decades of this kind of brainwashing will leave a mark in nation's mentality. Even today it is hard to persuade people that creative work is stil 'work' and that artists, writers, musicians, photographers (...) deserve to be payed just as well. And not just artists; creative ideas in other fields of work are undervalued as well. Being creative is simply not recognized as a virtue. Developed societies, which are at least one lap ahead of us, already went trough this and other stages of moral evolution. They know creative thinking is a torch that enlightens a way towards a better future. Artists and scientists are people of avantgarde who will use their minds to find better ways for others' hands to work. In Germany it is (more or less) perfectly clear that Andreas Gursky's photo is worth a million euros, while in Slovenia people will tend to say: "But he did it in only two hours1. How can he earn so much in two hours?" Or when somebody finds a more effective way of doing something and uses the extra time to read books or go on trips, that individual risks of being labeled as lazy. I could go on with this, but I believe you see my point. There are simply no social incentives to be creative if creativity is not regarded as a virtue.

In this part we talked a lot about ideas and why we don't have more of them. Even though ideas are important for creativity, they are not creativity per se. Why is that so is the subject of the last part of this series.

1 That is actually not true at all. Gursky spends quite a lot of time working.

Spring in Idrija

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For the last two months I have been visiting Idrija on saturdays to teach perspective drawing and some basic graphic at their highschool. I must admit it was (and still is) a wonderful experience. People are very nice and the town is beautiful. Today I decided to stay a bit and hang around for there was some kind of eco-event going on (promoting recycling, green energy...) with demonstration of dog education program.



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PS: Im working on an uncalibrated monitor, so...

What's this?

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This photo was made by accident but I decided to keep it. Can anybody tell what it is?


Besides that; I'm off for the next 10 days. I'm going to the Slovenian coast to participate in UMMI summer camp. Last year I was there as the official blogger, this year I am promoted to coach my own group of students. I think it will be a lot of fun!
So this is it for the daily photos. It was a great ride, but now there are new challenges for me (and less time). As for the blogging; we are back to normal (fewer but longer posts). Take care wink

And yes! I can has new avatar! Thanks Violeta! sing

Your own heaven

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PS: Why monkeys monkey desaturate photos when I upload them to the my.opera server? It really pushes down the quality of the image? sad

Summer night

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(actually waiting for the Perseids)

All your attic are belong to us

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Finally

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Finally some hot sunny days that deserve to be called summer!

Once a lake, now a swamp

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A fern

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One curious goat

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sing On the other note; this blog is celebrating it's 2nd birthday! party Yay! party

In that time we acomplished:
- almost 90.000 visitors headbang
- 146 articles sherlock
- 66 albums ninja
- "Best blog by a male" award yikes
... and lots more p

Finally!!!

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That was my Sunday afternoon. Finally the sea is warm enough to swim. The evening was nice too. wink

PS: the photo is quite good for a mobile, isn't it?

I need some help

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Today I thaught of strange but fascinating cartoon I have seen as a child on HRT (Croatian national television). The story tells about a beautiful city with happy people. One day a scientist finds out that the whole city is just some person's dream and if that person wakes up, they are all dead. So they build a special portal and send a team to kidnap that very person who is dreaming them and import him into his own dream. They put him in a specially built chamber with no noise and lights that could wake him up. And just as they do that, the guy starts to dream about beautiful pink flamingos. wizard

The cartoon had a HUGE impact on my childish imagination and I still often think about it. I tried various words and phrases on google to find the title or perhaps even a DVD, but no luck. If any of you guys knows something about it, I would really appreciate.

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Prem

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Whenever there is a sunny Saturday afternoon, I just can't stay inside the house - I must go out - no matter where, just out! Today I visited a nearby village of Prem. (click below to continue)

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Paradigm shift

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I read a lot about brains and how they work lately. I just finished reading Jeff Hawkins' On Intelligence which made a lot of sense to me. I will pursue this topic in some of my future posts, for now I'd like to stop at a passage which the author wrote as an introduction to the chapter dealing with application of AI, based on his proposed Memory-prediction framework.

Originally posted by Jeff Hawkins, On Intelligence:

It's hard to predict the ultimate uses of a new technology. As we've seen throughout this book, brains make predictions by analogy to the past. So our natural inclination is to imagine that a new technology will be used to do the same kinds of things as a previous technology. We imagine using a new tool to do something familiar, only faster, more efficiently, or more cheaply.

Examples are abundant. People called the railroad the "iron horse" and the automobile the "horseless carriage." For decades the telephone was viewed in the context of the telegraph, something that should be used only to communicate important news or emergencies; it wasn't until the 1920s that people started using itcasually.



It is exactly what I have been thinking for a long time and it is not hard to find other examples. Science fiction of late 19th century depicted future with large steam machies. They were unable to think of anything else. Sci-fi of 1960' already had computers, but guess what; no displays! Only flashing buttons. They just projected new applications on the existing technology.
On more realistic side: at first World wide web was just a copy of printed media. Only recently we developed interactive applications that can't be found anywhere else. Or one thing that frustrates me with cars; once a crank handle was required to lower a car glass. It is normal, that the handle was located on the inner side of the car door. But now, since we have electronic buttons, that position is no longer obligatory. Buttons can be placed anywhere in the car! Why not the stearing wheel? Yet only few cars take advantage of the very technology they use. It is still a lot easier to change technology than paradigm.

An other example that effects me a lot more personally now is in photography. If you take a look at present day digital cameras, they don't look much different than their film predecessors. I believe that the digital technology brings a lot of new ways how to build and use camera and we have not yet exploited them.

I observe that thing happening on myself. Recently I bought a decent digital camera, yet I still use it exactly as it was on film. I don't take many shots, I don't experiment enough and I don't play arround in post-production... I just shoot like 20th century photographer.
But I think it is time to move on. I found many photographers on the internet that never used film and their aproach is very refreshing. One of them is Lenart Senica, a young guy from Slovenia, who takes his camera to school. Just look at the results! I would never imagine doing something like that in my highschool days.

So... yes... It is time to rethink my assumptions and rearrange my neurons p

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21 km

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Yesterday I ran at 8th International halfmarathon Kras in Sežana. Of course, I run for myself every season from February to October or November, but I usually don't compete. I find it unnecessary for an amateur like me to go on such events. But this year I couldn't resist of taking this challange and the reason I got interested in the first place, was the fact that I was designing promotional graphics for this competition. It would be a pitty not to support an event that I help advertise. wink Here's my final design:

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And here's how it looks in real life:
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In order to prepare myself, I have started my trainings a little earlier this year - in late january. Thanks to the global warming, this is more and more possible with every year. But I had only seven (7!!!) weeks to get in shape, and that is not quite enough for 21 km, which is a respectable distance, indeed. Especially if you start from scratch, like I did. It is logical that my goals were extremely modest; 1st - finish the damn thing, 2nd - if it is possible, in less than 2 hours. I must say I did acomplish both goals which made me quite happy. But the real joy is of more sublime nature; running trough the beautiful Kras landscape, meeting fellow runners and simply having fun on the road. It was totally worth it.

You can see some of my pics, or the official gallery with more than 1000 photos.

Not really an important post

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Not much to say; the latest my.opera upgrade messed up my costum css designs. I hope that guys will solve this soon. I kinda like this one.
I added a new poll to the the sidebar. I want to know how much television do you watch now. Did internet change your watching habits? It did for me. I voted for the last option wink

And yes... spring is knocking on the door! Finally! yes

These days

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I'm really busy these days, but I took the Friday afternoon off (it was holliday in Slovenia) to visit one of the most beautiful places on Earth I've seen so far. It was amazing. The images are unmanipulated!

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The Gestalt of us

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One thing that strikes me the most when I read books or listen to humanistic [=understanding human] lectures is how impossible it is for us to see our mind the way it really is. The dilemma is the following: how to adress the problem? Should we study the brain as a piece of hardware or our mind as software. Somehow this reminds me on the nature of the light which could be understood both as a wave or as a partice (when in fact it is none of it, really).

There are many who aproach our brain as hardware and achive amazing results. The other day I was visiting TED Talks and found astonishing Vilayanur Ramachandran's talk. You should see it.
The software paradigm has some benefits of it's own as well. For one it's far simpler methods are useful to deal with patients in mental care therapy. Well, Freud took it (too) seriously and his books often sound like a mathematical argument where everything has it's logical place. In his terms, our mind is a large peice of OS software code, where the larger part is hidden (to us) and performs tasks that peak out only when certain results of previously done processing are important. Perhaps that is an exaggeration, but I see no reason whatsoever to study brain or mind by one method only.

The dilemma actually multiplies itself on a smaller scale. Within the hardware paradigm some explain it as the chemistry in the brain (?!!?), others as the sum of connections between synapses. That can be very accurate in many cases. For example; fading memory can be described by less and less active connections (synapses have less and less neurotransmiters active).
Software apologists have their own crossroads; are we programed by our (supressed) desires and ...aammm... chemistry (?), or do we hold the power of free will (Glasser)?

Somehow there just isn't a theory around to condense it all. It seems like we are programed to see either the lady or the man with the saxophone, but not both at the same time ("or are we?" Glasser might say). You might want to see Jeff Hawkins' video for that matter.
Hopefully we'll manage somehow. Our minds have this limited way of thinking that satisfys humble everyday's experience, but science has a good record of breaking them.

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Tuscany?

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1st November is usually a day dedicated to visiting cemetery and remembering our ancestors. It is quite a morbid day indeed, especially if it comes with souch a beautiful weather as it was today. To breake out the spell of sadness, my friend Prelc and I went out on a walk with our cameras. Accidently we stopped near the village of Prem to take a quick photo of it's castle, and soon we were dragged into woods by magnificent trees with yellow leaves. We spontaneously went trough and on the other side there was this wide green meadow, and behind it, a beautiful antique country house with cats, dogs and a little lake in front of it. I gazed and gazed upon this view and I couldn't believe my eyes. How blind can one be - this place is only a few kilometers away from my home and yet now I discovered it!

We spent quite some time there taking photos. I did most of them on film (so I will get them on monday from the lab), but here's one from my Oly.

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Autumn charms

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Every year after the summer, there is a periond of time when it seems like everything beautiful had come to an end. But shortly after, the real autumn starts and eventhough it is not a good time to take a swim anymore (last year was exceptional), there are other things one can enjoy.

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One of them are chest nuts. From picking them up in the forest to roasting them on fire, every stage is a celebration of the pure nature, friendship, tranquility and the time of the year when we calm down and rest a bit. It can be especially nice if one is acquainted with some good friends. Then it's almost like a ritual.
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More autumn photos can be found in the galery.