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Hello shigen.

Just checked my mailbox and it seems, that i still get wach notifications from here ...

Anyway, right now i'm doing pretty well i guess (exept some hax0r problems but still everything is good) Lot of work, like usual ... daytime work and moderator job in one hosting related forum (where my site is hosted)
Also lately i have been writing. It seems, that there is writer somewhere inside me and he is trying to get out ... he still sucks as usual

Anyway, if you miss me, you can catch me in msn ... i always have some free time to kill.

I think i will now go browse around here ... havent been here in a looooooong time

Thanks

My writings sucks, for example this one (note: my writings are in estonian, this is 1:1 translation):

For you

Depression, restless soul
Thoughts about you torture me
Why so, i don’t know
I think and think, my head starts to hurt
I turn on the music, something for me
But with every song you are in my mind

I was lost, lost from my path
There was vodka, smokes and god knows what else
I was destroing myself and i liked it
Straight to hell went my road
I didnt ask nothing more
Only my satisfaction

Then come you
You healed me, you healed my fears
I felt like human again
I felt special
I didn’t ask for it
But you still helped me

Time went by, days, months
I saw only you, nothing else
I didn’t wanted it
But you got my heart
All happend so fast
So unexpectedly

Now you have abondoned, leaved me
My soul is cold and emty
Why did you go? Why did you left me?
I can’t live whitout you
It is all too painful,
All that you did to me

I wish i could rip you out of my heart
But it’s impossible
Something deep inside makes me
Scream: I LOVE YOU!
But you can’t hear my words
And so i’m here, all alone

It was good, all that we had
I wish good luck to you in your path
To write this is so hard to me
But all of these words are for you.
Only thing left in me
Is 4 little words: i love you forever


My site is offline because one as*hole hax0r who keeps hacking my site and lot of others too. My host has lately been under hacker attacks and untill this problem is solved, my site is down

Yahoo? i have to check. I think i even have account in yahoo (i needed for site explorer)

EDIT: yep, i have yahoo acc, installed the messenger, updated my profile here

Only reason why i came back was because one day i got wach nodification email from here ... You can thank shigen for that
This blog was my first blog but now i have my own personal site so i will not update this anymore.

Also, yahoo added ....