Orimy's 俄罗斯红茶 . . .

Extremely homesick right now! Last night I dreamed about the high school days and I almost cried when I woke up! There's a guy in the neighbor class that brought up a lot of the memories. (是XWS)Today at the gym I could not finish the exercise because I'm feeling hurt in my heart, I miss my home town too much, all my childhood memories are there. I almost rushed to my apartment to order the back home ticket and make the visa appointment, and start planing my days at home. I know very well the risks that I'm taking if I go back home! I may fail in getting the visa, I may miss the deadline of submit the thesis, and worst of all, I may not be able to receive my degree. I CAN'T go! Simplest solution to all! But what can I do to heal my nostalgia?????