Need Not To Know

I left the Catholic Church a few years ago and I have no plans of returning due to those unworthy people within the sect. I do believe in God. I also believe in the Holy Trinity. I believe in Saints, that I want to follow the righteous path they took. But I don't believe in any church and I don't plan of becoming a member of any of it.

I am in mutual understanding with someone from a non-catholic religious group and that person is a devoted worshiper. I am afraid that sometime in the future, religion may get into our way.

*sighs*

Oh God, please help.

Hateshinaku tooi sora ni "Arigatou" no kimochi dake
Todoku you ni ryoute hirogete warau
In the endlessly far sky, there's only the feeling of "thank you"
As if reaching out, I'll spread my hands and laugh

Chiisakute kowaresou na inochi no kakera o kimi mo boku mo
Hitotsu-zutsu motte iru
Little and fragile pieces of life, you and I
Are holding them one by one

Shinjitsu no hikari wa Akarusa o mashite iku
Yami wa kiesari Kimi no kokoro ga mirai o terasu
The light of truth will increase the brightness
Wiping away darkness, your heart will illuminate the future

Hitotsu yakusoku shiyou Boku wa koko de ikiteru
Aru ga mama de ii Mitsumeyou masshiro na iro
Let's promise one thing, I'm alive here
It's great to still be so; a pure white color that seems to glare

Omoi wa yagate itsuka Unmei ni tadoritsuki
Kagirinai tsuyosa Mitsukeru n da
Before long, my thoughts will someday arrive at my destiny
And find a limitless strength

Shinjitsu o motomeru n da Kanashimi ni uchihishigareta to shite mo
Makesou na yoru de mo
I seek for the truth, even if I get battered by sadness
Even on a night in which all seems lost

Shoudou wa shizuka na Toki no naka de umarete
Kakugo o kimeta Kimi no kokoro wa Subete o kaeru
Impulses are born within the quiet times
Your determined heart will change everything

Hitotsu yakusoku shiyou Boku wa koko de ikiteru
Aru ga mama de ii Mitsumeyou masshiro na iro
Let's promise one thing, I'm alive here
It's great to still be so; a pure white color that seems to glare

Omoi wa yagate itsuka Unmei ni tadoritsuki
Kagirinai tsuyosa Mitsukeru n da
Before long, my thoughts will someday arrive at my destiny
And find a limitless strength

Hateshinaku tooi sora ni
In the endlessly far sky

..I didn't refuse. I thought that this is his payment for all the things he did that are bothersome to me. After that, we often go out together. Maybe because we have been classmates since kindergarten and maybe because we're neighbors.


In High School, we have been assigned in different section. We have changed what we often do most. But still after class we go home together. I'd tell him what I have done that day and he'd tell me what he has done also until supper. That was our setup during High School...

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In the endlessly far sky, there's only the feeling of "thank you" As if reaching out, I'll spread my hands and laugh

Little and fragile pieces of life, you and I Are holding them one by one

The light of truth will increase the brightness Wiping away darkness, your heart will illuminate the future

Let's promise one thing, I'm alive here It's great to still be so; a pure white color that seems to glare

Before long, my thoughts will someday arrive at my destiny And find a limitless strength

I seek for the truth, even if I get battered by sadness Even on a night in which all seems lost

Impulses are born within the quiet times Your determined heart will change everything

Let's promise one thing, I'm alive here It's great to still be so; a pure white color that seems to glare

Before long, my thoughts will someday arrive at my destiny And find a limitless strength

In the endlessly far sky

C'est La Vie!