Phantas' blog

Careless Love (an attempt at some sort of song/poem)

Stuck in a moment
stuck in the now
forgotten yesterdays
trying to forget today

Thorns that were twisted
into my side,
where wounds are still bleeding
and I still feel the needing

I don't care
If I'm not the one you were hoping for
If I am not the one that was promised
I will still love you
no matter what you do

I'll be the one to hold your hand
when the day comes
when the final day comes
I'll be there til the very end

Stuck in a moment
Stuck I am on you
despite all your rage
the battles you wage

Sharp edged words wielding
to fight the good fight
and yet whatever you do
I still really love you

I don't care
If I'm not the one you were hoping for
If I am not the one that was promised
I will still love you
no matter what you do

I'll be the one to hold your hand
when the day comes
when the final day comes
I'll be there til the very end

Though it may seem foolish
in the garish light of day
though it may even seem stupid
in those dark hours of the night

I don't care
If I'm not the one you were hoping for
If I am not the one that was promised
I will still love you
no matter what you do

I'll be the one to hold your hand
when the day comes
when the final day comes
I'll be there til the very end

When the final day comes
I'll be there til the very end.

Wonderful Day

Oh what a wonderful day
To stay in bed / let the raindrops play
Oh what a wonderful day

Oh what a wonderful night
to sleep by sweet candlelight
oh what a wonderful night

What a day
What a day
It's raining
the colours away
And I wish
and I pray
oh what a wonderful day

Oh what a wonderful day
To sing of love / To sing today
Oh what a wonderful day

Oh what a wonderful night
to dance & dance / with you tonight
oh what wonderful night

What a night
What a night
Celebrate
the absence of light
and I stay
I abide
Oh what a wonderful night

[instrumental break]

What a day
What a day
It's raining
the colours away
And I wish
and I pray
oh what a wonderful day

I wish and I pray
that this day
could forever stay....

Where The Heart Yearns

[intro - spoken male vocals]

You are my shadow it seems
following me around, you vanish
as I cast my eye towards you...

---

Is this Deja Vu or have I seen you before?
You look like my shadow yet I know you want more
Your eyes glow like fire when I'm sleeping at night
When I wake you're gone but I feel you inside
your breathe lingers on me each time when I hear
some secret voice calling - I will know you are near

Where the Heart Yearns
there the world turns
two souls in conflict act in full flight
one is the darkness the other the light
yet when they're together sparks will fly!

Now that we meet finally I recognise you
you were once a lover but I was untrue
you haunt my being as a ghost from the past
you knew our love was never meant to last
now you want to teach me a lesson or two?
Stay close to me darling and I will show you

[chorus]

Sparks will fly!!
[instrumental bridge]

And then it's over, you lie at my feet
I crouch down and I pull up the sheets
our fingers touch and our fire burns
where lovers meet then the world turns
now we are together, love dies forever
and my heart will yearn.....

[chorus]

[instrumental outro]

[spoken female vocals]
Return to the shadows love
there you belong, along with your brethren
who took my soul, my heart...

More Than You

I saw it in your eyes
a glimpse of paradise
and through it all..

I knew it more than you
our love meant to be true
was doomed to fall...

It started as a mumbling
then it grew to a roar
as your love descended on me
It gave me wings to soar
high above the pristine clouds
where falcons dare to hide
I kept your love close to me
and bid you come and ride

[chorus]

As our story moved on
into the second phase
I took my chances right there
and glanced upon your face
And destiny walked through our door
no matter where we fled
It caught up on us every time
for a reason never said

[chorus]

[bridge]
How I knew it I know not
Maybe I simply read the signs
somehow it's easy to forget
how could you be so blind?
Love's never simple as a child

[chorus x2]

And now I stand here at my door
and watch as you take leave
All that remains within my heart
is a pain beyond all grief
How I wish to release it thus
to let it all fly out;
It's all my fault, can't understand
you love beyond all doubt.

...I knew it more than you...

I will be posting song lyrics on here that I wrote myself....it will be a selection of a few songs that I wrote in the past, that I feel are good enough to share with the rest of the world. So if anyone's out there reading this blog, kindly leave a comment

Starting off with the first one:

Pages

Once, long ago
he rode the pathways
of forests grand
and dark and treacherous
Then, he met her
she was the fairest
of all the girls
with ribbons and bows in her hair

[instrumental bit]

Now, he's alone
and clutches his prayers
all caught in a book
which stain the pages
He tries to forget
her eyes as diamonds
but his words sting
and make him remember it all

He clings to his pages
he clings to his faith
he knows his saviour
but he doesn't know her name
He sighs in darkness
he whispers his prayers
only to find her in the back of his mind

By candlelight
he writes his letters
addressed to her
without the will to send
In his belief
there is no place for maidens
and, then he cries
because he doesn't know who to love

He clings to his pages
he clings to his faith
he knows his saviour
but he doesn't know her name
He sighs in darkness
he whispers his prayers
only to find her in the back of his mind

[instrumental break]

Caught in a tower
he once thought he saw her
passed by the door
but hadn't the courage to knock
as he rode on
She thought she'd seen him
she whispers a prayer
to guard her from her past

He clings to his pages
he clings to his faith
he knows his saviour
but he doesn't know her name
He sighs in darkness
he whispers his prayers
only to find her in the back of his mind

[flute solo, ladida singing on melody]

He clings to his pages
he clings to his faith
he knows his saviour
but he doesn't know her name
He sighs in darkness
he whispers his prayers
only to find her in the back of his mind