First thing to say is I'M SO TIIIIIIIRED

this week is so exhausting

let's see the reasons:
1. on monday morning i dropped my bag which my laptop was inside it

i didn't do it on purpose

i was riding to campus that morning,i wasn't in high speed. it was only 80km/hr. there is a circle way that i always pass by. i rode to the left side but suddenly there was a stupid another biker came approached me and then 'BRAAAAAAAAAAKKKK!!!!'

the crash happened

my bike stuck in that place,but me was thrown 5 meters away from my bike

i was flying away

and landed so hard

but thanks God i'm still alive and have no injure at all

my bag was dropped

and my phone was broken too cause i put it inside my pocket,and i fell down lay forward.. it meant i fell on it

all my gadget were broken and still are

. My laptop can't be used at all

it doesn't want on,and when i checked the bike

some of it's parts were broken and the worst is THAT'S NOT MY BIKE!!

it's my bro's bike

he would kill me

the bike has been fixed since that crash,so i walked home

2. Tommy is a good boy

he didn't do anything at home but just messed it up

he didn't want to help me to clean the house.. Yeah,i mean the entire of the house

he let me clean out the house alone

thanx tommy i love you

NOT

3. i hate last night. aaaaarrrggh

the race was canceled due to raining. GAH!! i really need that money

i need it to buy medicines for my mom

it's okay mom

i'll find another job for you soon

i'll try so hard^^
4. i can't stop singing Laruku's song "My heart draws a dream"

i don't know why,maybe it help me a little bit to be more optimis. should say thanks to Laruku


yume wo egaiteku yo doko made mo takaku jiyuu ni mau no sa my heart draws a dream

yeah,i have a dream to be real

5. recently i always listen to Linkin Park's song "With you" and "no more sorrow". again and again i don't know the reason why but one thing i know is i don't need sorrow anymore

it's enough for me being emo


it's true the way i feel was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
painted on my memories even if you're not with me
I'M WITH YOU

i feel like missing someone,but i don't know who it is

6.

i have no idea. so that's it for today,see you next on another post and byebye^^
now i want to sing "this is the best feeling"

tired