Pirate2703

生命只有两条路，要么赶紧死，要么精彩的活着。- 刘伟
Only two ways to live in lifetime, either quickly die or live wonderfully. - Liu Wei
我的生命里有三样东西是不能少的，氧气，水和音乐。 - 刘伟
Oxygen, water and music are required in my lifetime - Liu Wei

I learn from this guy that:
NEVER LET ANYTHING GET ON UR WAY!!!!!!!!
KEEP MOVING CUZ SOMETIMES THERE'S JUST NOTHING TO LOSE!!!

My life's going nowhere...

Plp around me just care about how I would make they feel. They're watching my every word, every move. They're longing to hear me say sth that can make them feel good. Then I'm thought to be considerate and lovely. C'on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My group of best friends - it turns out to me that the affection between us is not strong enough to keep the friendship across the geographical distance. OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND. It couldn't be more exact!!!!!!!! My relationship with them seem to slip through my finger a little by little day after day...

My colleagues? I'd better not mention.

My career? I just wanna kill myself when it comes to this matter. Loser ME!!!

My family? It totally sucks. All I care about now is just my Mom.

If you can't accept me as I am, you can pretend not to know me. All I need is a piece of ur heart, not a piece of ur mind. Just reach out your hands for me, or just get out of my life for good, plz!!!

That's so true. In this little crazy world, life is a game where everybody is programmed to forget how to play it fair! The thing is you have to learn how accept the fact: the more cruel and immoral you tend to be, the easier for you to live (not very happily, but who cares cus' u) still have your pride, otherwise (that when you behave friendly n lovely) people r gonna look down at you on their noses!!! And this crazy things will never disappear, not to mention it's becomin a trend!
All the time I try to suppress the hatred feelings down to the darkest corner of my soul to bring up a smile on this serious-looking face, but it never seem to work at all. Dont wanna be an ugly arrogant girl, however, being nice is not always a solution. Keepin ur head held high n wearing an indifferent mask, for the worse, never let people judge u right. So hard to lead a peaceful life of ur own in everybody's world with all these try-2-b hard-to-plz ladies n gentlements.
I detest the rich who bear in mind the idiom "money talks". I hate the guys who are 24/24 aware of their beauty n consider all the people around the the beasts. I abhor the self-centered who never spare a moment or a small thought for anyone around them. And I disgust breathing the same air with YOU GUYS that ever appear in my life and make it like a big problem in emergency.
Whoever u r, u all more or less have influences on me. Watever u'v said n done may hurt me so bad. But not any1 of u have the power to make me miserable. READ MY LIPS. There will be someday wen u realize that I'm not that stupid.
JUST WAIT AND SEE,U LOSERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saying things out loud without thinking make me become one of the funniest clowns ever for so many times.
It seems to me that sparing a moment to think thoroughly before the words escape my mouth is one of the most difficult challenges that I never have enough strength to get over. To be honest, I guess Tata Young wrote "My mouth never takes a holiday, I'm always shocked with the things I say" after she had met some kind of girls just like me.

Slips of the tongue really keep me obsessed with regret and I just can never let go. I shout at my Mum when she cares too much; I shout at any others when they unintentionally get into my nerve; and I say stupid things when I feel jealous or underestimated, lettin people see me as a mean girl always in bad mood. When gettin better, havin time to picture wat's happened, I realize no matter how I blame myself for ugly soul, nothin no longer helps!!!!!!!!
Yesterday was the same!!! I feel the terrible stream of remorse running from brain, reaching down to squeeze my heart as soon as I shut my damn pile hole. I keep hatin myself, thinkin if only I cud turn the hands of time,just 5 secs back, things wud be different.
I did try to make a good image as a humor teacher. Finally I turned to be a ridiculous person in front of all students!!!!!!!!!!
SPEECH IS SILVER, SILENT IS GOLDEN. Wen will I learn how to understand that?????????????
Feelin so bad right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!