Father's Day!!!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 8:27:52 AM

Early mornin'. Wakin up n taken by surprise that today is Father's day. Heart sunk!!!
Wanna give u a ring, Dad. Cuz watever may happen, u cant be any1 else but my blood n flesh. Though ur persistent infidelity did cut our hearts open, the fluid run deep in our veins is still urs. N that's the real tragedy.
U'v been mad at me. Thinkin I'm a totally rubbish kind of child. Shout the most bitter words at me n cursed me to death. But I never buy any of those words despite my feeling little shocked n frightened. I know u just wanted to keep us close to u for bein' so afraid of lonely old age. But I dont think u choose to do it the wise way, Dad. Look wat u'v done. The more u showed u care about us by ur freaky way, the longer distance between Dad n Daughters has seemed to be. Now, I'm even scared of a phone call from or to u, Dad.
Truth to be told, i cant deny how much I want u back again. But callin u wud be like givin Mum a heartbreak. She did always feel 4 u for sure. But now I guess she's bearin a resentment against u. She love us too much. So i dont wanna leave any other scars upon her heart.
Of course I no u cud never read all about this. But still wanna say: Love u Dad, n blame u n some evil out there by ur side.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!













