Pre10da's Parlour

I am a survivor and this is my aftermath.

My name is Hurrem, in irc people know me as Pre, or tenda ...short for Pretenda or Pre10da depending on which server i'm chatting on.

I've been through alot, as i'm sure so many people have. Some people struggle when they shit an uphill battle. Some people let it consume them and others just break down.

...I broke down...

I'm not proud of it but it happened.

Now i'm surving in the aftermath. I keep to myself, i moved back home. That felt like a BIG step backwards for me. But i did it, because the alternative was going insane. There is nothing like family who loves you to get you through during a bad time.

Here's a little something i have put together expressing how i feel about a bad situation i have had to go through just a month ago and am still going through until i am officially over it:

Wanted it to be over;
But it didn't work sober
Gave it a go drunk;
But the results never stuck

How will my heart heal?
Without changing how i feel?
He said that he would stay
He ended up walking away...

There's nothing i can do
I no longer live for two
Surviving is not easy
but the alternative made me queasy

Now i face the aftermath
Its not a pretty place to be
But until i find a better path
I hope my survival sets me free

Hope my readers enjoy this. And perhaps even learn something from it?
Take Care, until next time
Be Good, and if you can't then just be good at it
Peace,
Pre10da xox