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Deja vu


There are weeds growing outside;
between memories of the mind, lush and green.
Ferrying a trip from a far-off breeze,
the unsavory seed set in with astounding ease.

Reeking of vile intent but within shroud of tolerance,
lactose newborn innocence splashed everywhere sliding the tongue of silver past my senses.
In guise of pleasant unpleasantries, the apocalypse haboured;
manored indiscriminately by the unfaltering eyes of self-compassion.

A catastrophic mistake transposing a bedrock in place of a root;
borderline negligence falling to the elusive firm of its premature state.
The severity of past conquests plainly lay engraved in molar history;
now the tongue threatens a disclaimer on such distaste - limit issues.

If not paved with trinkets, but what is the path to fulfillment in acquisition;
element Pixy Dustium, of vivid cognitive Picasso's, mystical hyperbole of extinction-bound rocks?
Revelation of subsequent morphology of the mind when exposed to the lethal radiating effects of time;
long ignored when forever they chuckles of the mind's intrinsicates and complexities.

Casino anecdote painting scenery with playful anticipation, expectation and misguided intentions;
adept in art of the cunning, yet so evident in existence as ones perception of two eyes.
even the wholesome orchestration of a concerto bare minimal brushstroke on tipping scales

A few paces away buried partially next to simplicity lies resolution;
an infallible brew that bubbles up all hindrance.
As alluring its now familiar scent takes a subtle form of sweetness bottled within,
fantasy gives way to reason uncertainty being theme mid-season.

With that aged plank on main, the shaky ground proves fool's rush in;
alternate vein flow of the half reluctant witty skeptic that exists.
Loosing goose on dollar and fake change deja vu of wasteful efforts;
expiry date long past.

When it happens...



The sun will go around the moon
Its rays will melt it down to nothing
A green tree will go ablaze
Burn bright and catch on another
Into the sky we will begin to float
Gravity will cease to be no more

Stars will disappear from the sky
The greatest wish would have cost them all
The four winds will come together as one
Wrap around us and shell us into a ball
A light will glow from the centre of us
The world will bear witness to a new sun

Time will slow down close to a pause
My hand will drift in the air towards yours
Everything will go silent
The moment will never end
With the world looking on from beyond
My hand will lay into yours

Storm


Marvelous nothingness spleandourous vastness
Filling that glitch of emptiness forever blue
From opaquicity derived amidst the visible
Between realms intertwined limits unforeseeable

Fictional fantasy personification in aspect
Of shadow imagery devoid of colour
Upon radiance dither remains uncast
Prevailing escape this time around
Averted peril

Surely as the waves reach the shores
In sight the tormentor appears
Drawing closer with each air shift
It glides on to startling proximity
Spindle in arm a garment of grey the seanstress knits
Crude and unevenly haste preparation it is laid

Gripping fear departing miniscules evoke
Dash of the young, wise, handicap; of life
Its the alpha to a prizeless race below

Something to think about

Simple times are the days gone by, Fun-filled moments, regretful , some ridiculous. All still fresh in my mind. Some say better days will come. I believe today is my best – I took time to remember the simple days I’ve had.

Funny how life works, we spend half the time wanting something more, that reason for existence, that larger than life moment. Wasted are those precious minutes dwelling on a dream world that may never be. It’s the small things: that hot day in Summer, that flu week in June, that crazy dance at the club, not forgetting that gorgeous by the traffic light. Stupid irrelevant moments are what this generation adore most and reminisce on.
The rest of the world better get used to it. The gap between moral s then and now is wider and our mind learn new things before we are even ready for them. It’s an unfortunate course of the human race to think that the fate of our future survival rests in your flamboyant son.

So far running through a seemingly endless string of luck, believe it or not somewhere along the line we do get things right. We do realize that beyond the fun side, there is a more serious one requiring responsibility, accountability and integrity. Bigger things have happened, teen shootouts at schools, religious factions going after one another, one man inflicting suffering on a whole nation.

When you catch me sitting on that chair staring blankly out my window, maybe looking at that bottle of alcohol that guy is drinking across sitting on the other table, I am wondering why I realized the truth and yet he hasn’t. Life is not cloaked in an invisible garment. Its shapes and forms are known to us, splendor, beauty and majesty all recognizable to our eye. Stop and think what you are doing in this life. The pitfalls you might have. See them, correct them; make something good come out from them. The good deeds you can offer, that soft heart you have, the short temper that comes and goes, make it flourish for the benefit of someone else.

Its funny how life works, we spend half the time wanting something more…that reason for existence, that larger than life moment… That something is time, it’s our reason for existence. Every second you get to live, think and breathe is that larger than life moment. Think it through, plan it; just don’t waste it. In the end, all that you will have are these snapshots engraved in your mind.

Racquet Business



Tempting is its bright green skin and fluffy structure
Radiating a sense of warmth on a sunny afternoon
With hairs spaced out evenly around it
Its architecture is simply undisputable

Luscious and fresh it is to the eye
Insanity might coax you to take a bite
Trance state draws the mindless hand down
Submitting to its aluring beg for a rub

In your hand this weight lies
Ready to react to your every command
Discard it carefree to the concrete ground
Bouncing back up, its ready for another round

Its a strange world we live in



Unusual is this old new world
Picturesque reality drenched in crudeness
readily extinguishing initial sparks of dreams
Nothing seem to come right anymore
And the right are all flocking to the wrong in scores

Ever running out of patience is time
With old age doing more than eluding our senses
Cheering on are our kids to brutal displays of violence
With the next world war being played out in your own living room

Rich men still despise an honest living
Blind sighted by the shiny, fake and appeal
Companies conquer governments overnight
and rising nations topple by morning

Blatant lies shroud truth at the slightest wisp of sound backing
Hand-me-down ceremonies now running out of style
Ring a bell for the two grooms at a wedding
And may we wish them a terrific honeymoon

Deadliest threat instated is your own doctor
Candy coated coccaine getting served as an appetizer
Our daughters selling hot on street corners
Poo has become a whole lot popular in conversations
Whilst my bag's too small for my books and a gun

In the chaos and confusion, consistency still remains
Money still buys more lives than groceries
Material still comprises majority of the individual
Joining the group leisure, soccer and chess is religion
And the plot thickens

With every betrayed friend, missing child,
setting sun some of us never get to see twice
Tremble in your shoes, shrug with relentless horror
The bone chilling part is its no longer strange to you

Taking In



Taking in that breath of fresh air
Dreamt of for days on end
Kipping me in bed for those few minutes longer
Almost tasted it has bin
Leaving a lingering strawberry caramel chocolatey feeling

That figment escapes the imagination
Graceful flee as it transforms into reality
Sweet freedom rejuvenates all my senses
As if the world had bestowed me as its new king.

The sun shines brighter every morning
Even the wind blows much slower across my skin
Each dawn takes a few hours extra of rest nowadays
It knows no replacement could better suit the job than my bright smile

Radiance never thought it had a cousin
Shackles of pain never imagined they could be broken
My life glows in a better light each day
The past now echoes in a muted state
Drained, suppressed and silenced

And all of it began in the mind
A simple, immaterial thought
A longing to live a happier life
It all began with a dream

Untitled



If the clouds were kisses, i would drench
your lips with its every little droplet.
If the sun were a little closer, i would take it down and hide it away
because you can warm up my heart with a single glance of your beautiful smile.
If the wind was at my feet, i would caress
your face with the gentle touch of a soothing summmer breeze.
If someone was to steal your heart, i would sum up the mightiest courage
and give you half of mine.

If life was a question, i would wanna be your answer.
The one who will be near when everyone else seems so far.
The one who will persist when you feel like all hope is lost.
If i had one promise to make, it would be to hold your hand and never let go.
If i were to make a sacrifice, it would be to alway be by your side.
If i were to catch sight of a shooting star, i would wish you a beautiful baby girl.
If i were to address you in my own vocabulary, it would be abundant with flower, strawberry, sweetheart and baby.
And if you were to reject me at the sound of these words, i would wish for your baby girl the same glow i see in you eyes.



...but until that day, can we be friends?

Varsity Blues


He jumps up, almost falling off the chair.
Who knew 12 pages could be that frightening
Half panicking from his race from his far away dreamland
Tripping, almost stumbling then shrugging himself to life
Silence has fermented the room for too long
Even its golden tint has begun fading into a rusty yellow.

Such confusion hits as if somewhat closer to insanity.
In such dead silence, the letters sway endlessly in a rhythm inaudible
Left right sway another right, turn twist roll around
Perfect symphony making absolutely no sense in his mind
Barely being fully complimented as his small pearl-like eyes
Try with might to delay the curtains rolling down.

The pen wriggling slowly in a stealth-like motion
Shaking itself free from its dwelling which frankly
Had begun getting too warm for its own comfort
Smelling freedom at last, it makes its getaway roll across the rough terrain
Over compass holes, fist-inflicted trenches searching
For the missing patches of paint.

With a scratchy cough slapping him silly
And the celery stench giving him an adrenaline shot,
Paralysis subdues him as those thoughts after scratch
Roll in with the rising tide
“Pens Down!”

Long time

Hi everyone. Its been ages since my last post. In fact, its almost at standstill. 1 reason...

BOOKS PPL, BOOKS

2nd year can be a pain at tyms. bigsmile its lyk the work never stops coming.
Well, at least now things are stable and some space has freed up in my life. Am sure gonna liven up things here again lyk ol tyms wink so hold on to yr seats, its gonna be a huge

-VARSITY COMEBACK-

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