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Tody i'm going to talk about my dream.
Starting off with a Blessed Dream i had the night before yesterday (by blessed i mean dreams we have when we sleep).

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This dream start off on one yellow pastern small house. Where i meet my friend, the blonde girl knows me for some time, but on this dream we were dating. Everything was fine, and calm, we had our first time, and we talked about about remembering...
We lived together there.
This dream was so amazing, every sensation was real, and i could almost say that was real, the memories remain.
She knows i'm talking about her... And i think this dream came after she say i'm a true friend, i really got that deep in my heart as something honest. She wouldn't lie. Even with this dream turing in to something sexual, i still like her as friend she is. Not that i would reject such situation, but..


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Blessed Dream 2 (today, or last night)
I was in some kind of rush, to catch the bus, and get somewhere. Wasn't clear where, but someone really special was there with me. My last ex gf, there has been hard times for me trying to get over the end of the relationship. In the last year i could almost say that i miss her no more, it's gone. On this dream, she was there, by my side, supporting me. We run on several streets under a fake rain, because only sidewalk got wet. We discuss about something, we met her father.
Then i don't know why, or how, she disappear from this dream.
I kind of started a new dream, where i meet my ex sceience teacher, from school. At the time he was my teacher, i used to admire him a lot, as a very intelligent guy and could awnser almost all of my questions.
In the dream, wasn't different, we came to us (me and my class were there) with a big smile and every was exicted to met him. He show us a very strange object.
White sharp, like a sheet of paper 25 x 25 x 1 cm, with a series of holes, forming a mandala shape.
He would spin that on the groud, and the object fly over 1 cm of the ground, still spinning around the grass from one side to the other, till it hits the walls or some rock.
It was very surprise, he show us another object like that, but with a different shape, this second look more like a Japanese Kanji, or even (for some of my mates) like a human face. Still spinning and flying.
So i ask him what was made of, and he explaind it was some sort of wood, with other things on it. Not paper as i though...
But the main question was how could something so simple, fly!?
According to him (on my dream) the holes let the air comes in, but then it spines the air can't get out on the same way, so it tries to force a way down, pulling the object up. (simple isn't!?)
Then i begin though... maybe we could use a different material, plastic with special surface that would help the air go in to one way, and no the other, (as they use PRO swiming wear, etc) he agree with me and said "Man, i see you getting smart every time an!?".
Great, so i don't know how i find some object, similar to his, on my hand, that was to be made by me. Actually wasn't, and never saw something similar, but i show him complaing that mine was not flying
Then he ask me if there was any metal inside, wasn't. He look at it, inspect, streach and "well, this is some kind of rubber with cotton, won't work out fellow, needs to be much less flexible, more hard you see?". Yeah, he was right on that point, by object wasn't hard enough.
I still don't understand WTH this dream could represent...

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3 Dream (the one i dream every day, when not sleeping)
Maybe because the bus stop i stay to come to work, is right behind a collage school. I have been having this dream, of collage romance. I see thoes teenies and begin to create stories for them...
No, not romance with ME! But they dating their mates (hetero).
And i thought what other silly jokes they could play... that common teen dating we see on movies. Yeah, tv has also a big influence on this, we watch things that just don't happend in brasil!
This is school is not too big, but it has 3 stores, and something else over that, maybe a tenis place.
May school was way different, very horizontal, with forest and hill. We used to see lots of different animals, there were small classes and we knew each other(everyone from every grade, yes one class per grade). So maybe i just dream about something i didn't had, and i'm too old to have it know.
I can't be dating school girls any more, it's over.
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It's over.

Don't get sad because i didn't dream with you, be happy because i keep you in my real world...

WTH? Is the tail shaking the dog?
What's wrong with this world. Other day i saw site where one was defending IE, and attacking FX. Ok firefox really sucks a lot, but IE is even (far) worst. No to say the worst browser ever!
In my short expirence with internet, i changed from Netscape to Opera in 1999/2000, in 98 i was forced to use IE at school, and at home sometimes. But netscape was for sure my first browser.
This makes a big difference, since i didn't know internet at first time throught IE.
Most people that did use netscape, or other browser before knowing IE, are less likly to use FX, and, to be firefox fanboy fanatics!
Opera is a superior browser, it's not meant to be used by any lammer...
Now the poem part...

I live exposed to every one's look
Everybody observes me, but no one is so critic as me
I like to be aware of all detail
Notice the unotice
The world is ten times bigger and complex for me

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Yeah, i usually notice what most people don't. I get scared "how come? it's right on your face", and i remeber those details. Tomorrow there's going to be terrible interview with me. I know the guy, he's delicated as a elephant... really, that man is rude, and will try everything to put me down.
I'm sure he'll say lots of things about me life, as if he could predict something, but he's a stupid.
It's hard to remember this during the interview, and most people really get down, i have some friends who left crying...
But let's see, i'll do my best.

Inner alley is danger place to be. Full of junkies who could be your friend, who were your friend...
Punks full of spikes, spikes that could hurt you, spike that could protect you
Fighters and drug dealers that could kill you, that could leave you alone
Be aware, be weak, don't sleep on the joke
Don't smoke the dope, watch out with the Death Rock
Careful not to swallow the dragon, will leave you cursed forever
Can't stop in the dark, have to walk
A bus can save you, as it can lead you to the wrong way
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Someone is disappointing me maybe she doesn't want me anymore...who knows. One said "good while it last" so, what can i do? I actually did my best, so i am ok with it.
My little poem is inspired in the Streets Rage 2, Sega Genesis (mega drive) game.
For those who don't understand the Death Rock (has nothing to do with music), just do a Portuguese translation (really raw translation from google works) and paste it on google-images...
I think my next posting will be about condoms and safese x

What's the matter now bitch, why aren't you laughing?
Because there's nothing funny on a dickless head with a battery on his ass.
Walls protect you, but they can also hide you, squeeze you.
A wall is hard, but you can always open as door on it. A door can be closed, or locked.
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Now i'm having real work here... no more brainless, but i still got some free time. I wouldn't live without free time!
Today i saw some new beautiful lady on the hotel breakfast. Interesting, but just that.
I like popero music.
I installed mega drive sega genesis emulator on my co-worker computer, and he played for 1 hour
LOL
So i thought my ppl access porn and other content not relative to work, in work?
First idea was that these people don't have computer+internet at home, so their first contact, or even unique, to internet is at work.
Well, of course nowadays most of people have it, its getting easy to buy a computer. But, they don't have enough time at home, to be browsing randomly, to discover the internet.
Then i get to think, if they do it at work, well maybe they have too much free time at work. And too little at home. So we should work less?
But what happened to rules? I'm sure most offices don't allow users to be playing Quake 3 during work... Why are people going on this way?
Why we stop doing our job, to go browse something, read yahoo news, etc.
Hmmm, this is the key. We doo it because the job is boring!
So if your company is facing a huge porn access from your employs here are my magic steps:

1. Be sure all workers have computer AND internet access at home. (no dial-up! c'mon) If they don't, provide a ISP, company can even get a good discount if it brings up to 50 users to one ISP. Don't buy a pc, but teach them where to buy, and also get discounts on stores.
   
2. Allow them go home early, forget fulltime work everyday. It's better to be home 2 hours earlier then usual 2 days of the week. This provide free time, and allow people to organize they personal tasks.
   In some cases, you can have a free time during lunch where network is open to any use, but do not allow personal use, it's better not to mix things.
   
3. Do a meeting with everyone and explain WHY they shouldn't be browsing anything at work. Don't expect people to read some agreement they sign up...
   
4. Keep the job exiting, create different tasks each month, apart from the 'normal' job every one has.
   
5. Firewall, proxy and content filtering may look like a STOP sign for most people, but for some they look more like a challenge sign "bypass me if you can". This people have a virtue, and you must know how to use it on your company.
   

I want the best, to be and to do. But usually my best is related com computer. There's no scape in my life, i better with a computer.
Sometimes even cellphone seems complicated, that maybe because of their crazy OS organization, no mouse and small screen. I've heard googles OS is really nice.
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Now about privacy. No ip retention !
Ok, why would you need to record every user ip ? For nothing!
IP is like your ID card, when you enter a store to LOOK (not shop) some products, you don't need to show your ID.
When you enter some Club (night club, disco club whatever), you by most SHOW your ID to prove you're not under age, and thats ok! Thats the law. But no one record your id.
So why sites should?
When you go on a public health clinic, and get some free condoms (YES, in some countries we have !) no one record your ID.
When you enter a BUS/Subway, no one record your ID. When you buy newspaper with few coins, no one records your ID!
Then again why servers should?
The internet it self is free. When simple sites and hosts record ip, it makes possible to lawyers abuse and even censorship (as some fellow we know in Latin America...).
Many will say "if you have nothing to hide, why worry?"
Well, maybe in the future, i'll need to hide my thoughts, maybe some one don't agree with my ideas...

And last, but NOT THE MAIN REASON, file sharing. If one uploads copyrighted content, and has hes/her ip loggeg, thats danger!
Ok, so upload copyrighted material without authorization is illegal.
And you'll say "oh the company/creator will be loosing money it could gain on selling"
But we got to face, does the company make it EASIER to customer to access their product?
At least the company sell that product in that customer country???????
Does it sell online or real shop?
If its only online, does the website display IN THE CUSTOMER LANGUAGE?
And more, is the price worth? Or abusive? (like ms windows)

Because if one company doesn't sell their product on my country stores, do not have online-shop website on my language, what does exactly make them think i'll buy (and how) that product?
If they are not interested in selling here, or they think my country isn't a worth marketing, that maybe chine is better. Well, i guess they can't complain about crackz and keygen, pirated and warez version on their product running on my pc!
This is competition, they can't expect someone to just not use the product. "Ok, we don't sell on your country, but you can't use it either" WTF?
I'm not saying i'm for pirate products, but companies should have a closer view of other markets.
It's so easy to say "if you want the product go to the site and buy" What if the site is in some language you don't understand a word? They just lost you as a costumer...
Maybe for some people this doesn't make sense, because they might have all products in the world on their stores, and 99% of sites in english...
But we must think on the rest of the world.