Wednesday, 16. July 2008, 05:39:28
lets roll like acorns on a hill high above the heads of the unknown.
only to fall and hurt those of the posesive thick skulled.
not cracked open to all.
so lets just fall.
for all to see.
Wednesday, 18. June 2008, 03:50:19
my heart feels like screaming.
my body feels like shutting down.
all hope is drained.
it turned into a stream of a dream.
one that has no future.
i wont to go away.
hide forever.
forget you.
like youve forgotten me.
every word that comes out.
hits me straight on.
you turn happier and happier.
i turn worse and worse.
fakness is my only shield.
one im not to familiar with.
i wish i never talked back.
i wish i just stopped.
but there was that hope..
that hope that drove me forward.
the hope that crushed me in the end...
FUCK HOPE.
without it life would be heartless..
one that cant be hurt.
"I can only hope that the answers will come to me in my sleep. I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to."
its funny how we relate with so little we know about each other problems..
Wednesday, 11. June 2008, 02:20:28
[many things clouding my thoughts..hear they spill..meaning nothing to you..but the world to me
p.s im talking about many diffrent pple at diffrent times]
i hate when you talk about what i write.
i wont you to read it.
but i dont wont you to talk about it.
its there to be read.
if i wonted you to speak it.
then id write a play.
You forgot me.it happens.
im not me.
at the end of the day.
i dont feel like talking about me.
or hearing about you.
i just wont to vask in the silence of the stars.
i wont to think.
listen to the earth.
be a body without a mind.
so just let me be.
i wont you to talk.
but only about,
how you miss me.
only about things that mean nothing.
not about what your doing.
not about her.
not about work.
just real thoughts.
random spazums.
dont tell me im cute.
i dont care about that.
i care more about other things then my apperince.
and id like to be appreciated in that way.
i just am looking to my future to often.
im preparing to much.
im not caring to be with you.
you moved on.
so i did.
just without you.
i miss you like hell misses the devil.
your getting in trouble for things you wouldnt do.
you wont to go out saying "watch this.."
all you do is care what people think now.
i wont to walk with you again.
peace forever.
its still there.
just a peace of never even looking again.
maybe one day it will meet again.
maybe.
my future is for you.
you showed me it.
this is for you.
i love you.
your my hero.
your with god.
but you left a big enough impression before you left.
you are what i can only hope to live up too.
i found the place that resembles you.
i will visit again one day.
evryone misses you.
but your legacy will live on forever.
in the hearts of all of us.
you were amazing.
Sunday, 18. May 2008, 03:21:08
they say until death do us part.
death will never do us part becuase you will always live forever in my heart.
<3
Sunday, 18. May 2008, 03:03:35
Humans are complex.
Made up of many cells.
Cells make up tissues.
Groups of tissues make up Organs.
Groups of organs makes up a system.
Many system make a living organism.
Thus all in all making one human.
These things are the only thing making each human have a common ground.
One that many dont even care to see.
A human would rather think about the exterior of the complex.
Just the skin,the flaws that exist on it.
Not the brain that works it.
Not seeing the beuty all in all of it.
instead we stand in front of a mirror and degrade it down to the tee.
We complain about how we could change it.
We pull at it.
We poke it.
We abuse it.
but why?
becuase people may judge the exterior?
when it comes down to the end of the day,your body is the only one that matters.
Its literally the only thing keeping you alive.
so why not love it.
its your body.
its your temple.
who cares what people say.
its somthing that only you can have.
a one of a kind.
so dont abuse what you cant take back.
instead show it off.
:]
Friday, 16. May 2008, 01:58:15
What has happened to you.
sleepovers everyweeked is history.
the future is a mystery..
i just hope you are going to be apart of it..
i miss you.
he sucked you up.
cheated on you.
and you still stayed?
to turn on me to be with him.
i cant trust you.
i cant even talk to you.
you ignore me.
your a bitch to me.
i dont even know you anymore..
and i still call you my best friend.
i cant trust people right now..
Thursday, 15. May 2008, 02:16:33
polar bears
"WASHINGTON - The Interior Department declared the polar bear a threatened species Wednesday because of the loss of Arctic sea ice but also cautioned the decision should not be viewed as a path to address global warming..."
poor polar bears..there my favorite..
:[
Sunday, 11. May 2008, 23:59:43
Your eyes stare at the the light of the numbers above the elevator door descend from 10 to 9,8,7,6,5..etc.
You pace back and forth btwn each number wondering were to stand if people come out,not knowing if it will be few or if any at all.Then finally the time apears when that sweet sound of a ding,the type of ding you would hear when your microwave is done goes off. Your eyes glance at the finale still glowing number above the door to make sure its your floor,more as a reasourance you arnt hearing things. You take your positon besides the opening close enough so the people know your there to get on,but far enough away to show that your not some selfish bastard in a hurry.Once the few people file out you map out the spot you will stand for your remander of your ride.You could take the usale safe spot,one of the back corners becuase you can face your butt towards the wall without having to worry about the person behind you doing a random "oops i fell and touched your butt" moves.The Walls are not bad spots either if there is a light load,but for those packed loads you usally and most likly will have the front postion.The front is the best on certain days,escpecially when its a hott day and the elevator smells you can get the first breath of air when the doors slide open.
The middle area..well thats for when you wont people to push you around like a wobble doll,and im not really sure who would even wont that.
In america we silently decided that in society we should keep quit and act as though we and whoever we are with are the only ones in the elevator. We do this by; looking around,checking watches,phones,beepers,etc..,fiddiling with something,and most of all not making eye cantact. Why may we do this,there are theries but lets not get to deep into that.Its pathetic how making a simple thing like riding an elivator such a thought out process on how to have people preceive you and the best way to ignore one another. Why fallow the "secret" society rules,make eye contact,smile,say hi,ask how people are doing,offer someone some gum,you may never see the person again so make the moment one worth living instead of pondering why the elivator music sucks. and if you do see the same person everyday [ex. work elivator] the more reason to talk to them. Why not make a new friend.
You will make a better impression on someone by showing them who you are then just letting them assume what type of person you are.
-renee
Saturday, 19. April 2008, 05:25:19
my pride keeps me from doing what my heart says.
Saturday, 19. April 2008, 05:13:56
i miss you.
i miss the real you.
all i see now is somthing..wrong.
i miss you like hell would miss fire.
its like waking up to a green sky,it isnt right.
i cant accept you now..
it really hurts.
im ok without the new you in my life.
its the true you thats burnt in my memory.
i wish we were still best friends.
i wish you didnt care what people thought.
i miss you...truly...with every tear..i miss you.
i just wonder..
even wish..
if you feel the same..
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