clueless.

confusion.

hazard to the cliche.

[many things clouding my thoughts..hear they spill..meaning nothing to you..but the world to me
p.s im talking about many diffrent pple at diffrent times]


i hate when you talk about what i write.
i wont you to read it.
but i dont wont you to talk about it.
its there to be read.
if i wonted you to speak it.
then id write a play.
You forgot me.it happens.
im not me.
at the end of the day.
i dont feel like talking about me.
or hearing about you.
i just wont to vask in the silence of the stars.
i wont to think.
listen to the earth.
be a body without a mind.
so just let me be.
i wont you to talk.
but only about,
how you miss me.
only about things that mean nothing.
not about what your doing.
not about her.
not about work.
just real thoughts.
random spazums.
dont tell me im cute.
i dont care about that.
i care more about other things then my apperince.
and id like to be appreciated in that way.
i just am looking to my future to often.
im preparing to much.
im not caring to be with you.
you moved on.
so i did.
just without you.
i miss you like hell misses the devil.
your getting in trouble for things you wouldnt do.
you wont to go out saying "watch this.."
all you do is care what people think now.
i wont to walk with you again.
peace forever.
its still there.
just a peace of never even looking again.
maybe one day it will meet again.
maybe.
my future is for you.
you showed me it.
this is for you.
i love you.
your my hero.
your with god.
but you left a big enough impression before you left.
you are what i can only hope to live up too.
i found the place that resembles you.
i will visit again one day.
evryone misses you.
but your legacy will live on forever.
in the hearts of all of us.
you were amazing.

wedding vow.sinders soak into the cuts of relentlessness

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medoamado Friday, September 26, 2008 5:22:01 AM

nice Arabesque .dark words .

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