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father`s day.....

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i`m forgotting something,
yesterday [20/06/2010] was father`s daycheers

think I love about my father is he always loved me love love love love
no matter what am I doing..
i know I ever make him angry,
very..very..very.. angry..
but then I release..
that his mad,
his angrily is just bcoz he loved me..
so..
so..
soo..

if i can meet my fathers now..
i just want to say..
thank you papa...
and I`m sorry for all mistake that I`ve made..
and sorry to make you upset..
I promise..
I promise to make you proud yes
I want to make you proud..
papa..
please believe in me..
you know that I loved you,,
and I dont want to make you hurt..
I`m sorry for all..
miss u and love you so much papa
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salah lagi

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salah lagi kan?
emang kapan cih aku bener dimata kamu?
semua yang aku katakan apapapun yang aku perbuat slalu aku salah..
marah2...furious
marah2..furious
bosen!!!
harus gimana?
aku yo gini..
kalo mau ya udah kalo gag ya udah udahin ajah..!!
akku juja sibug sama kaya kamu..
aku juja banyak urusan banyak tugas..
jangan egois donk!!!
aku bukan org yang sempurna memang..
aku ya aku yang begini..
!!!

TULISAN PERTAMA SETELAH BEBERAPA TAHUN

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Hemm..wait
udha bertahun-tahun sejak tulisan terakhir saya,
tentang AA`..
itu udah jauh2 saya buang..
sekarang aku udha jadi mahasiswi di Bandung..
yeph..
jauhhh...
dari kota asal aku..
yang ingin aku bagi sekarang adalah,,
HARI INI AKU DAPET SEBUAH SEMANGAT LUAR BIASA

Awalnya aku cuman kangen amm mama..
pgen smez..
aku bilang..
"mah,
aku mau presentasi english nnti,
minta do`anya yah.."
biasanya boro2 mama blez..
heu..zip
tapi tadi mama balez..
" IYA, ATI2 YAH..
SEMOGA BERHASIL
"
and I start to CRY cry
....
maybe you thought aku cewe cengeng bgd siii..
tapi kalo klian udha pernah ngerasain gimana rasanya jauh dari ortu..
kalian akan ngrasain SEMANGAD yang luarr biasa..

..
aku jadi semangad bgd!!!
harus banggain mamah!!
LUV U MOM..!!
MISS U MUCH flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt flirt

SETELAH BERTAHUN-TAHUN..

Add yang masi eksis gag sii???confused

JANGAN PERGI A`

Awal w ketemu aa` cuman chatin..
dy share ttg mantan`a yg rela tidur sama musuh bebuyutan`a cuman krn dy itu pembalap yg bru naek podium,
w mulai deket ama aa`..
quw ska bantu dy pa lage stres..
w gag nyangka aa` bs jatu cinta ama w,
hiaw cuman krn w ska dgrin dy curhat,
basicly w mang sneng dgrin urg share 5w,
bigsmile
tp..
stelah maren w kopi darat 5 aa`..
dy baru jujur 5 w,
kluw dy pny pnyakit bwaan dr laer dan udha d`vonis umurn`a gag kan lama...cry
awaln`a w gag p`caya..
tp stelah aa` knalin w 5 kluargan`a w tny 5 bundan`a dan...yikes ITU BENER..

aa` blg 5 w da 3 hal yg bs bkin aa` tenang kalo suatu saat aa` pgi..
1 ktemu w
2 kluar mlem lead bintang breng w
3 ngajak w k`suatu t4 yg gag bs w sbutin dmn....
kemaren keinginan aa` yg terakhir dah bs w kabulin...
dan skr aa` lge kambuh...
dy da d`RS..cry
w gag sanggup lead aa` lge sakid..
waluw sbnern`a w gag cinta 5 aa` w cuman pgen kasi aa` k`bhgiaan sblum aa` pgi..
kalo ajah w bs gntiin psisi aa`..
aa` co yg baek pantas buad hdup.. dy co yg maw b`juang.. yg ma wb`korban..

worried
A`...
AA` KUDU KUAD..
AA` UDHA JANJI 5 DEDE` MAW KULIAH BRENG DEDE.
MAW RAYAEN ULTAH AA` BRENG DEDE AMA BUNDA,AYAH,LULUT,NANA,DAMAH.ADIT,
AA` GAG BULEH NYERAH YAH...
AA` KUDU KUAD..BUAD DEDE` BUAD ORG YG SAYANK AMA AA`,
cry
TP KALO TUHAN GAG NGIJININ..
DEDE` AKAN WJUDIN MMPI KITA..
AA` KAN SLALU JD BINTANG DEDE`..
AA` KAN B`SANDING D`DKAD TUHAN D`T4 T`BAEK YG TUHAN SEDIAKAN..
DEDE` JNJI..
DEDE` GAG KAN MANNJA AMA MAMA LGE..
DEDE` MAW BLAJAR SUSAH A`..
AA` BIARPUN DEDE GAG BS CIN TA AMA AA`,
TP DEDE CHAYANK 5 AA`..
DEDE JUJA GAG MAW LEAD AA` M`DRITA TYUZ KAYA GNI...
TP...cry

BIG GIRL NOT CRY....

MAYBE i'm to young 2 say that he's evrything 4me..
'n now i can understand i can't like this anymore..
i have a lot of friend 'n family who loved me so much...
so why i hve 2 cry all nite long just b'coz he left me?????mad
i hve 2 move forward..
he just a boy..
not an angel. not a god!p
so right now i won't cry again....cheers
i have a lot of friends who loved me so much..
they alway support me..
they always beside me enytime i need them...
so u all who read my blog...
help me 2 find my dark life with my ex bf..cry
'n love me like u love ur sister..
dun't 4get to add me...flirt love
bye