im 5 months pregnant !
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 10:42:43 PM
happy to become a mom ...on march 2011
god save me ...im in the middle of hell...
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 11:44:11 PM
soory ...but its me right now ...im not happy
material things not makes you happy ...help me to find the real happiness in my life
ein stern und ein noch hundert thousend jahren!
Monday, June 7, 2010 10:02:34 PM
this is the song i heard first at my work and since i heard this song ..i love alreay its nice ...
and i love german pipol all pipol who can speak german ...coz my first boyfriend speak german too...thats why im close to their heart ...and since we broke up i have a crush my boss was from austrian he really my crush ..! my goodness i w dedicate this song to him actually ...if i know that she will arrive i ask to play that music ...he was happy and i found out that it is also his favourite ...shit !
love you guys !
and i love german pipol all pipol who can speak german ...coz my first boyfriend speak german too...thats why im close to their heart ...and since we broke up i have a crush my boss was from austrian he really my crush ..! my goodness i w dedicate this song to him actually ...if i know that she will arrive i ask to play that music ...he was happy and i found out that it is also his favourite ...shit !

love you guys !
Before and After the surgery......
Monday, March 22, 2010 4:45:07 AM
At first i was so excited to go in the hospital.
I am with my father who is 64 years old already
At the hospital if you are the patient they will give you materials which you can use while you are inside the hospitals like (alcohol,kidney basin,cotton)...so now were ready to go in my room...i asked my father to hold those things coz i had my bag with me ...
When we enter to the lobby ...the nurses is in a hurry to my father they get everything .they asking my father to get his blood pressure ..and temperature ...my father bcoz he has a hypertension its ok to him that the nurses get his blood pressure ....and then i said ."hey he is not the patient ...its me " they are all laughing ...bcoz they said i am like a normal no pain to feel i walk straight ...theyu said it seems that i have no ill...
I satay one day ...then 13 of march they do the surgery ....it was good....but now im not feeling welll coz im infected insisde ...there is an infection ....im taking anti biotic for 15 day but if its not healed by medicine they gonna open it again ....
i sometimes vomit everytime i take the medicine....weel thats all i havr to wait the 3 days ...
I am with my father who is 64 years old already At the hospital if you are the patient they will give you materials which you can use while you are inside the hospitals like (alcohol,kidney basin,cotton)...so now were ready to go in my room...i asked my father to hold those things coz i had my bag with me ...
When we enter to the lobby ...the nurses is in a hurry to my father they get everything .they asking my father to get his blood pressure ..and temperature ...my father bcoz he has a hypertension its ok to him that the nurses get his blood pressure ....and then i said ."hey he is not the patient ...its me " they are all laughing ...bcoz they said i am like a normal no pain to feel i walk straight ...theyu said it seems that i have no ill...
I satay one day ...then 13 of march they do the surgery ....it was good....but now im not feeling welll coz im infected insisde ...there is an infection ....im taking anti biotic for 15 day but if its not healed by medicine they gonna open it again ....
i sometimes vomit everytime i take the medicine....weel thats all i havr to wait the 3 days ...
after a long time....
Saturday, February 27, 2010 4:32:01 AM
Hi guys....im back:cool: ..I dont know wat im gonna write on my blog now ...its now 2010 and this year is a very important to me ...
I missed all my friends here changing conversation ...arguing,
...fall in love here haha ...funny.
im also a bit excited ...to see their blog post...
But sad coz next month i will be in the hospital for an operation ...they gonna take out my gall bladder..and i stay a couple of weeks in the hospital maybe ..i was planned not to take this out ...but all doctors said i should take this out ...
anyway thats life ....i now have two operation ...hmm im too young and not married yet but it happened like this...and for long time im still single...haha...no tome for boyfriend ...coz i was busy at work ....
to all my friends in here...ill missed you a lot...wow...specially death knight !
im at home right now ...and i should takea rest...
I missed all my friends here changing conversation ...arguing,
...fall in love here haha ...funny.im also a bit excited ...to see their blog post...
But sad coz next month i will be in the hospital for an operation ...they gonna take out my gall bladder..and i stay a couple of weeks in the hospital maybe ..i was planned not to take this out ...but all doctors said i should take this out ...
anyway thats life ....i now have two operation ...hmm im too young and not married yet but it happened like this...and for long time im still single...haha...no tome for boyfriend ...coz i was busy at work ....
to all my friends in here...ill missed you a lot...wow...specially death knight !
im at home right now ...and i should takea rest...
it's my bithday today !
Friday, June 27, 2008 12:33:38 PM
today is my birthday ! nobody knows here ...
huhu...i am 24 now....i and my freinds are here with me ....but i cant much really enjoyed coz i have a grippe!
...but its ok ...!im getting older and older .....i think im 30's already ...!
huhu...i am 24 now....i and my freinds are here with me ....but i cant much really enjoyed coz i have a grippe!
...but its ok ...!im getting older and older .....i think im 30's already ...!
my love life is bad ....
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 7:42:17 AM
today i received a call from my boyfriend ...he told me that somebody write him a letter from philippines.
one week ago ...with for picture inside a filipina with a long blonde curly hair and a whole body naked picture ...
...he called me to ask me if im the one who do that ...I said angrily NO! why should i do that ..(im not crazy at all by the way)...he asked me if i know isabel ..(isabel is the name of the girl in the picture) i said no then i asked him to give me the address of that girl and contact ...he said he lost the envelope where the adress is...and it has no contact (but i dont believe) He told me he is going to send through mail the picture of the girl tonight ...then i asked him is shes nice ? he answered me "not bad "
(so meaning ?) asnd now i write him a letter ...
honestly im not happy like that ....nobody knows his address ....but i remember when i lost my handy before ....maybe the one who get it has it now...and shes the one who write to my boyfriend ...now i hate filipina too !
but whats the most of all ...is i feelbad with my boyfriend ...i love him so much ...but i dont like this situation we have now ...im really sad ...ofcourse i dont want to loose him ...i am thinking after him nobody likes me anymore ...im just like that ...bad thing is i gave him all my love .(yeah something like that ) for 5 years i thought were for forever ...im really sad ...i dont like to fall in lve anymore after him ...i was hurt so much ....i dont trust the man anymore ....
i am planning to end my life this time ....i dont want to loose him ...but if i die i will not know anymore what he is doing ....so i better to do now is to wait and wait for him ....
but i think i did a wrong decision ...i told him if you like the girl just go on ...if you fall in love with her then forget me but, dont comeback with me anymore ...if love im too weak ...
one week ago ...with for picture inside a filipina with a long blonde curly hair and a whole body naked picture ...
...he called me to ask me if im the one who do that ...I said angrily NO! why should i do that ..(im not crazy at all by the way)...he asked me if i know isabel ..(isabel is the name of the girl in the picture) i said no then i asked him to give me the address of that girl and contact ...he said he lost the envelope where the adress is...and it has no contact (but i dont believe) He told me he is going to send through mail the picture of the girl tonight ...then i asked him is shes nice ? he answered me "not bad "(so meaning ?) asnd now i write him a letter ...
honestly im not happy like that ....nobody knows his address ....but i remember when i lost my handy before ....maybe the one who get it has it now...and shes the one who write to my boyfriend ...now i hate filipina too !
but whats the most of all ...is i feelbad with my boyfriend ...i love him so much ...but i dont like this situation we have now ...im really sad ...ofcourse i dont want to loose him ...i am thinking after him nobody likes me anymore ...im just like that ...bad thing is i gave him all my love .(yeah something like that ) for 5 years i thought were for forever ...im really sad ...i dont like to fall in lve anymore after him ...i was hurt so much ....i dont trust the man anymore ....i am planning to end my life this time ....i dont want to loose him ...but if i die i will not know anymore what he is doing ....so i better to do now is to wait and wait for him ....
but i think i did a wrong decision ...i told him if you like the girl just go on ...if you fall in love with her then forget me but, dont comeback with me anymore ...if love im too weak ...
surprise !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 10, 2008 12:00:53 PM
guys i want you to laugh and laugh and laugh .....
mona lisa rapsody...(parody)hahaha
Thursday, January 10, 2008 3:44:57 AM

this is the picture i like so much and it makes me laugh everytime i see it ...
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i love it
mariyamur new years best wishes...
Saturday, December 29, 2007 8:23:15 AM
i am happy when mariya sent this to me ...! for the newyear ...thanks to her a lot !
i have posted it here coz it makes me happy to see this ....
thank you dear ....
pictures of the handsome pipol ...lol
Friday, December 28, 2007 9:51:54 AM
this is my nephew ....darren

this is my cousin enrico,the brother of irene and miray
sister of irene,my cousin miray
Friday, December 28, 2007 9:23:37 AM
she is so kind with me ...sometimes we drinkl together....
we shared our secret as well .....and many thinngs ..we are like one family ...we also live together ...
and shes married too....with one baby .....
my bestfriend my cousin irene
Friday, December 28, 2007 9:20:32 AM
she is my cousin and my bestfriend as well....i love her so much ...i missed her too
she is not here shes in abroad...her name is irene.
we always drink a coffee together when she was here ...she was married ..
my youngest sister...
Friday, December 28, 2007 9:08:45 AM
she is studying in a college ...third yearin nursing .....











