My OperaBroken Heart (The Physical One)
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:54:22 PM
For once, the emotional and hypothetical heart is going strong, in fact 6 lovely months strong this Friday. As an aside, and needless to say really, I haven't advertised that I blog here (I do, sometimes, honest) to the one & onnnnnly.
No, it is the time of physical matter and tissue to break instead of the red tape of emotions. It is likely by the end of the week I will be diagnosed with Dysautonomia after failing (or passing, if you will) a tilt table test. It is pretty much the inability for my heart and blood flow to adjust to perspectives and angles.
For the past year ish this 'problem' has plagued me, but alas the end may be near. No no no, there is no cure. But I'm more than open to the usual medication keeping it in check, namely benzos like Lorazepam, Temazepam, or the like. In a nostalgic distraction, it will take me back to the days of anxiety attacks and random outbursts of passion (also known as schizophrenic episodes).
Bring on dreamworld.
No, it is the time of physical matter and tissue to break instead of the red tape of emotions. It is likely by the end of the week I will be diagnosed with Dysautonomia after failing (or passing, if you will) a tilt table test. It is pretty much the inability for my heart and blood flow to adjust to perspectives and angles.
For the past year ish this 'problem' has plagued me, but alas the end may be near. No no no, there is no cure. But I'm more than open to the usual medication keeping it in check, namely benzos like Lorazepam, Temazepam, or the like. In a nostalgic distraction, it will take me back to the days of anxiety attacks and random outbursts of passion (also known as schizophrenic episodes).
Bring on dreamworld.
