Many people think im strong bcoz of the hurtful struggles ive been,the problems ive encountered,the pain ive felt,But theyre wrong bcoz inside me is a weak heart but behind it is a strong GOD..

Last night before i go to my work i have been talking to a closed friend of mine over my m0bile phone,tellin me i need to visit and talk to a friend which is confined in the hospital for attempting suicide,i tell her i cant coz i have work and after my work i go straight to my school,then again when im in school they keep calling me and told me that no one to our friends can talk to him,and maybe im just the one who can talk unto him..i came to hospital which is only 15 mins away from my school..i almost there when one of our friend approached me and told me to come in and talk to our friend..i ask "why me?" then they answer "its only you he listen." At the private room,i saw her mom who busy peeling off the orange i greeted her and she came to me with teary eyed..and told me"buti dumating ka,kausapin mo naman kaibigan mo"she said to me,so i just nod and say i will..i was walking near to the bed of my friend,and her mom leave the room..it was so quite and i kn0w he n0t really sleeping..i ask him "kamusta ka na?"he didnt answer then i tap his shoulder and told to him that i was just so busy and get sick too thats why i didnt visit n0r texted him..no answer from him..so i told him why he did those thing to his self..he was so intelligent,he have looks so theres no reason for him to waste his life for just a girl who obviously n0t deserve for his real love.."....mag dasal ka lang para mas maliwanagan ka sa mga nangyayari sayo" i said..still no answer from him.."andito naman kami mga friends mo,mahal ka namin.."i said again,at that point he turn to me look straight from my eyes and told me"if u really love me as friend call her and told her i love her so much,and beg her to come back to me" i was shocked,.Ako?will going to call that girl?i said to my friend,"you cant expect me to call that girl and beg,you kn0w eversince we knew what kind of girl she is,i cant do that" He silent and i just heard he cry,he say we are n0t really his true friend,we didnt want him to be happy.That very time i stood up from sitting near on him "think whatever u want to think,ask other of our friend to do that thing,ill just pray and hope that u overcome all of this," i even say bye and told me i was tired to work and school..he old en0ugh to know whats best for him..i told to our other friends what we talk about and they understand me,i will n0t tolerate such things..i just told them just text me if he fine already..At the bus im thinking,he was being selfish coz he just thinking about what will make him happy,and i feel sad that he didnt consider our concern to him the fact that he kn0ws we his friend have quarrel with her ex gf regarding the cheatting issue,i was just sad..i hope and pray that he will see the right way..

To the one i love most,he gave me m0re confident,when i met him i didnt kn0w that id be this special on him..and i love him..so much..maraming salamat mahal ko..