Wednesday, 30. May 2007, 12:47:06
Diary(feeling)
I am a high-jump player.When I was a little boy.My shadow was always round the sport.
In fact,my favourate sport wasn't high-jump.Basketball was my love.My dream was become a basketball player in the future,a player in the NBA!But dream was different from reality.When I was 15 years old,I knew the dream won't be come ture.
For my future.I have to pratice high-jump everyday.Althrough it's dull and dry.I know,if I can jump the height more than 1.9m,my future would be bright.I can choose the university which I want to go.
I have tried my best to pratice high-jump.The thing is worth doing.I got many many honours.But at the time I think I can be scuessful easily.My knee is injured in a basketball match.The injury is very terrible.I try to jump again,but......the fact told me ,now I can't jump enough high like before.
I couldn't believe the fact.But when it befall in my body.I have no ideas.I am very sad.I feel vast and hazy.The bird with a couple of broken wings.Can it fly again?Time can tell me answer
Friday, 18. May 2007, 13:16:11
Diary(feeling)
I'm ill,the feeling is so bad .Tomorrow ,there is a examination on computer.I don't want to go very much.But there aren't any ways to chance for me.I have to go because of the test is very important.If I can't pass the test.My life would end.So now I must have a good rest.I really don't want to sit there with a weak body.As a chinese student,I have no chance.Examination is life.Ah,god!
But there is nothing about the test in my mind.Now,only the big farm in my heart,England farm.In fact ,as a morden boy.I'm not interseted in morden bulidings and cars.I love the nature where has many moutains,grass,horses,cows .....
My dream life is simple.I just want to own a big farm .Living with birds,horses and my beautiful wife.I hope I can sit on the hillside with my lover.We listen to the country music,see blue sky,breathe the fresh air.I think there is nothing would better than it.Oh,my wonderful life .It will come ture in the future.I believe!
So,for my dream ,I must study hard.Xiamen university,see you a year later~

Thursday, 3. May 2007, 15:07:31
Diary(feeling)
I don't know why,I tried my best to love her.Why she want to leave me ?I think I have no mistakes.
The day before yesterday is a terrible day.What she said to me is hurt my heart deeply.
"Ren ,I don't love you any more,Ren,I hope you go,Ren,fall in love with you is a pity ,it's terrible ."Oh,stop,I don't want to hear any more.Stop,I'm very sad.I never thought that she would leave me .I believed her all the time.I didn't believe that the words she said was true.But,it's true.
Now,I ofen call to mind about all the nice time with her.Everyone knows how deep I love her but her .I think she don't know how she important in my mind.No matter what happened,I won't forget her forever.
I was tired,sad.But I won't give up .I believe she will come back.I will wait for her.Yu, I love you.