Friday, April 23, 2010 6:41:24 AM
Song
While i was web surfing looking some stuff for my assignment,
i was wondering around in youtube, found this clip of a ghost movie...
Really sad song...
Ku membayangi jiwa hatimu (i'm imagining your heart & soul)
Tapi perpisahan menunggu (But separation was waiting for us)
Ku ingin membelaimu (i wanted to care for you)
Namun kasihku tiada restu (yet my love not being blessed)
Diri begini (i'm like this)
kerna selama (being too long)
Ditinggalkan marah sengsara ( left in anger & suffers)
Hingga hilang terlupa ( until i forgotten)
Siapa aku sebenarnya (whom i am really exactly)
Sayang (my love)
Oh dengarlah sayu tangisanku (oh, listen to me melancholy cry)
Mengapa degupan mu ku seru (why i called upon heart beat)
Kerna kesepian nan terlalu (as loneliness i felt inside)
Kembalikan hidup yang ku rindu (bring me back my life i've missed)
Oh dengarlah sunyi tangisanku (oh, listen to me quietly cry)
Kau tahu ku amat menyayangimu (you know how much i love you)
Oh pergilah kau bukan milikku (oh just go, you're not mine)
Pulang pada yang mengasihi dirimu (go back to the one's that loved you)
Kesepian berlalu (my loneliness gone with time)
Maafkan daku (hear my appologize)
Sampai disini (untill here)
Ku lepas kau pergi ( i let you go)
Biar ku damai bersemadi (let me be in peace)
Luka mu ku mengerti ( your hurt i understands)
Kanku hilangkan derita ini (i'll washed away these pains)
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 7:36:49 AM
Emo...
Don’t know why,for the past few days been thinking a lot of my ex.
Wondering what he’s doing with his life.
Wanting so badly to hear his voice, I’ve picked my phone trying dialing his numbers,
But I can’t.
Thinking of what I’ll say if he answered the call…???
What do I do???
Duhh…
I hate this kinda feeling.
Lonely?
Hate to think it of that way…
Saturday, March 20, 2010 1:09:52 AM
Saturday
It’s Saturday again, as usual.
Damn extra bored since no one around. Thinking of going back home seeing my mom, misses her so much…(her cooking actually, LOL )
But too bad, she’s on holiday with dad somewhere in Europe…
Later I’ll be going off to my sis house seeing all my nieces…
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 2:39:41 PM
Japanese song
Aizome
Vocals: Noto Mamiko
Asaki yumemiji towa ni nageki mo sesu
Tsuki no hikari kokoro terashidasu
Moyuru hana no mai michishirube
Karamitsuku ayamachi no uta mune o shimeru
Hatenu kawa ni te o sashi nagasou
Omoi tsumeta koto no ha ai ni somete
Surechigai ga kokoro morokusuru
Ibasho mo nai mama kaze wa fuku
Akai michi ashidori omoku yami ni mukau
Ichido nagaseba nido to kaeranu
Yubi ga tsumabiku sadame ai ni somete
Ikutsu akenai yoru o kasanete
Yagate ai no nageki mo kieyuku no ka
Hatenu kawa ni te o sashi nagasou
Iro wa nio hedo itsuka chiri nuru mono
Ai ni somete…
Indigo Dye
Unable to even have a shallow dream, I grieve eternally
The moonlight illuminates my heart
The dance of the burning flowers is my guide sign
The poem of the intertwining mistakes binds my chest
I reach my hands into the endless river and let them drift
The words filled with thoughts are dyed indigo
Passing each other by weakens my heart
While I remain without a place to be, the wind blows
On the red road, my gait heavily heads toward the darkness
If I’m set adrift for once, then I’ll never return again
The destiny that my fingers strum is dyed indigo
How many endless nights do I accumulate
Before the indigo grief will vanish soon?
I reach my hands into the endless river and let them drift
The color spills its scent and is something that disperses and paints someday
Dyed in indigo…I don't know why, i really like listening to this one particular Japanese song. Noto Mamiko's voice so soft...really loved it...
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 4:03:31 AM
Through My Window...
I Don't want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone
In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing
Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me, we are together now
Through my window, I can see there's More than you and more than me
Me and you,
And we are not alone
Different view, we are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real
I see a spark,
it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can't exist like this anymore
Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Now there's me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see Our wildest dreams could be so real
Friday, March 12, 2010 7:27:32 AM
“Do you think I’m going to let you go just leave me like that? Please don’t go…”
What will you guys think off this phrase? Looked at it as a positive or negative phrase? There’s another phrase following after that,
“I know I’ll go crazy and I don’t think I can live without you.”
OMG!!! That’s a really powerful phrase any man can ever says to a girl. I know I’ll never walked away if I were in the girl’s shoes… geesss…
There’s this one incident I saw about 2 days ago. A very close friend of mine. She called me saying that she had a rough fight with her boyfriend. And she thought that she had enough with the boy’s ‘hot-temper’. Wanted to just let go. But then, the boy came to see us (while she was telling me the whole story). He said he was sorry, being so rough towards her, saying bad things without thinking. And the most important thing that I can still remember how his face looks like, plus the two sentences as I mentioned earlier, it’s touched me soooo deep. What my friend do? She just keep crying, and so does the boy… awwhhh… and both of them are crying in-front of me. DUHHH…!!!
Some guys (I do mean some guys) likes to pretended that they’re the greatest by bullying others (such as girls, like in this situation), and some showing off’s by getting into troubles with others. What’s with men nowadays? Is it because of your egos? What’s so important of it? Well, maybe if once in a while just give in to your girl (like my friend’s story), wouldn’t it be worth it? because to me, I don’t need flowers or candies all the time if you wanted so much to apologies. Just get your words and act right.
Thursday, March 11, 2010 5:11:52 AM
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than oneHow sweet this song... If there's a guy sang this song to me life in front of lots of people, i think i might fall head over heals...LOL
Thursday, March 4, 2010 4:32:05 PM
New
It's 12am...and i'm still awake with chocolate sundae just next to my notebook. I can't sleep. There's so much been messing around in my mind for the last couple of weeks. Been trying to find someone that i can share all the mess inside my mind. I just can't find anyone whom i can trust.
Is life being fair to us? Or just being unfair to most of us? Maybe we'll get both as long as we're still breathing, i guess so.
What makes us attracted to someone? Is it because how does they looks? Or walks? Or even the way they talked? Maybe the we feel that we needed someone that's exactly the opposites of ourself. Maybe? Does that the main reason how we would feel once our 'sixth sense' telling us that this person is way so attractive. But all i know is, i do attracted to this one particular guy that's totally have different personality from me (as what all my friends kept telling me. It's not worth it in liking that kinda guy!!). Hey, what can i do? Although i've been telling my half side saying that they're true, but much much more of the other half of me telling me that there's nothing wrong in giving it a shot. Who knows maybe after i got hang of this person, he'll change forever because of me...??? Yeah, right. Keep on dreaming girl.
Just what so special about this guy? Everytime i looked at him, he's so cool. Like he doesn't seem to care if people around him are hectic or going to fall into pieces, he's so damn cool. Feels like i'm watching the most stable guy on this planet called earth. I don't know why, but my friends says that he's a player. And because of that i felt like it's gonna be life full of surprises. I love surprises, watching life in actions everyday. So that life won't be so dull.
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