"To get the full value of 'JOY'

kitni hin awazen aai,
meri tamannaon ko unhone jhakjhor ke jagaya
kaanton ki tarah chubhi
pankhurion ki tarah sahlaya
nas-nas mein samo ke mere khwabon ko jagaya
unhe haqiqat ka jama pehnaya
aur maine apna sara wajood unhi ke hawale kar diya
magar haasil kya hua?
awazen hawaon pe sawar ho kar aai thi,aur hawaon
par hin sawar o kar phir chal di...
bikhar gai zarra-zarra ho ke,
aur tuk-tuk kar diya mere wajood ko!
main phir chun'ne lagti hoon apne
wajood ke bikhre tukde ko.
phir ikkatha karti hoon apne aadhe adhure
dam todte khwabon ko,pighalte huwe pareshan jazbat ko
dil ki gehrai mein chatpatati anbujh,
jhulasti pyaas ko,
subakti,sisakti hui tanhai ko,
aur phir paalne lagti hoon hamesha ke saathi
APNE DARD KO,
kabhi aansuon ki dhaar se,kabhi pure pyar aur dular se..
main saja leti hoon apni saanson ki bagiya ko
syaah farishte ke intezar se..aur..
,,aur lagti hoon bun'ne khwab,ki abki jo saamne aayega
jarur wahi hoga meri zindagi ka sahenshah
meri kayanat ka khuda..
woh meri rooh ki betabion ko jaan lega
meri ghutan aur dard mein apne naksh ko pehchan lega
phir koi bhi doori,doori nai rah jayegi
na main,main rah jaungi
na wo,wo rah jayega..
ek jism-ek jaan ho jayenge hum dono
bujh jayegi janmon ki meri pyaar ki pyaas
meet jayega dard ka teekha eahsaas....