"To get the full value of 'JOY'

my sweetest friend,this is only for you. . i know i have hurt you enough and you have full right to stay angry and punish me.
and i will happily accept punishment,coz i deserve it!
and maybe you don't even talk to me but i am here to say sorry. . .
you know me more than any other friend,you have seen my crazyness and you can understand everything!
so please,forgive me:)

but 1st let me tell you how special you are to me. .i remember everything that you have done for me,
you have done more than expectations,you are the one who shared me his shoulders to lean on,who wiped my tears many times,
who filled all the communication gaps by funny jokes if i'm silent or upset,who stayed awake just to chill my mood,
who gave so much love without expecting for return,who never complained for anything,who never got angry with me,
even when i forgot to wish you on your birthday!
you are an awesome person! and i miss you,and i always missed you in heart!

you are the one who taught me alot things,like a guardian,who advised me the best(that i ignored),who. . .who. . .who. .
who is my best friend! you will always some a special place in my heart and
your memories still rocks my life!!
may God bless you my dear friend,ummaahhhh!!!

i was trying to fly,
but couldn't find wings,
you came alog
and changed everything,
you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around,
you make me crazier,crazier,
crazier!!!