"To get the full value of 'JOY'

The hardest part is
Knowing you're
Gone..
I'll never see you
Again..
You mean the world to me,
I loved seeing your face
Lighting up when i entered
The room..
Like i was the only one
There.
I could hear your voice
Lift,
And i know you wanted me
There..
But now you can't even
Open your eyes.
I need you,but you're
Gone..
You were the only one
Who truly understood
That i need to make
My own mistakes..
And that i really am a
Good girl..i'm just figuring out
Who i am.
You were always proud
Of me,
Even when i didn't deserve
It.
I'm sorry i was such a terror.
I would do anything to have
Another chance
To have you back.
Even if just to say

"GOODBYE"


Dear mom,it's really hellish to live this life without you,
I miss you more than i could say..
I Love you MIMMI!