New state of mind !
Monday, 29. January 2007, 17:06:59
Today i got my colours, wow, and primed glued/gesso'et my first canvas...
(canvas is masonite plate,has to be primed with thin glue first, then "Gesso", a thick acrylic/oil primer that binds to the glue,but isolates the acrylic from the glue,-and the plate, the original reason you prime a canvas*)
I felt like a budda in perfect harmony...(for an hour!)
When i was finish, positive CHAOS where upon me, whoa
You know, - my past pictures came galloping through my mind, along with a tornado of new ideas, - and all the personal thourgh's (ahh, my english!)
I have allway's loved storms, now i know why !, i felt wonderfull when i "woke up" after 2 hour's not sleeping mind-storm !
THIS is the way you should fell, allway's do'ing the thing that feel's RIGHT for YOU !
Ok, it's the thing i CAN do, if i had my way, i'll be flying aroplanes bigtime, ok !
But within the bounderies we ALL have, this is for me !
I'm soon 53 years old, and this has been 20 year's in the making for some odd reason.
The past IS GONE
And NOW is NOW
I'm cooking a big pot of ideas for the paintings, letting my mind filtrate all the good stuff to use, wish me luck
* : look below








