da 1st time......!!!!!!!!!!!

What da hell am I doing??!
Am I become so fool cuz of new moon?! So desperate 2 watch it.. Gosh,All this new moon stuff really drives me crazy ~_^

I wish there were somebody 2 help me. I want my big bro 2b here soon cuz I cant handle this problem by my own. Gosh, i feel so stress now. Its so frustating cuz I cant find da way out. I cant take it anymore. I just wanna get outta here. Why is it so hard??
I'm just a kid in this big2 world. I cant handle everything by myself. I need somebody 2 help me. At least 2 support me 2 get through this. This make make me miss my home s'much. Really miss my family. Wish I could go home. I guess i live in da real world now. Yeah,da real world..

i hope i can write more often in the future!!! but i'm really busy now. I'm gonna have a mid test in my college. that's all folks 4 now!