My Opera【Day18】Wondering
Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:59:37 AM
I got the good news from my boss that i shall only have 30 days probationership instead of 6 months (Chinese Labor Law rules that it shall not exceed 6 months),
It is kind of sweet candy at first.
Then i am exploited to the crulty of barging--------they want me to go to the Coalmine City, one of China's poorest cities with bad enviorment and public safty, to help organized the establishemt of their JV.
That would last 6 months.
On the first thought, it is challenging and i could know something about company structure;
in addition, the first year for fresh graduate is condensed to one word "boiling"--like the water needing long time of suffering to make bubbles and come out with results------so if at any place it is the period of boiling, why not choose some challenging ones?
YET more facts hinder me from making attempts to go:
1. worries from parents------the dangerous place is hard to bare
2. violation with my purpose of coming to SH--- i come to meet and explore,yet i will be beaten to the lowest once i go. (My blog name would become SXLife:yikes: )
3. over cost of chances------i am just becoming adaptable to SH and will be dragging out of this place, that is not fair.
4. the boss is not worthy----
firstly i shall get the knowlege of this establishment even if i am here in SH for they would not pay me to do nothing and this business is their major one at present;
sencondly i shall not learn much from this boss , at least not as much as from Albert.
I would merely be an assistant from all angles-----word processing, accomandation, and a translation machine.
So this is why i did not write my blog yesterday as i went into a heated discussion with my parents, relatives and friends.
Most of them are agaist this proposal, and only 2 says "it is up to u".
Indeed as my blog friend undeuxtroiskid 's believed saying "there is no good or bad, only thinking makes it so".
INDEED
Since thinking is judging this whole matter
I shall just follow my feeling and senses
Maybe that is a better way.
It is kind of sweet candy at first.
Then i am exploited to the crulty of barging--------they want me to go to the Coalmine City, one of China's poorest cities with bad enviorment and public safty, to help organized the establishemt of their JV.
That would last 6 months.
On the first thought, it is challenging and i could know something about company structure;
in addition, the first year for fresh graduate is condensed to one word "boiling"--like the water needing long time of suffering to make bubbles and come out with results------so if at any place it is the period of boiling, why not choose some challenging ones?
YET more facts hinder me from making attempts to go:
1. worries from parents------the dangerous place is hard to bare
2. violation with my purpose of coming to SH--- i come to meet and explore,yet i will be beaten to the lowest once i go. (My blog name would become SXLife:yikes: )
3. over cost of chances------i am just becoming adaptable to SH and will be dragging out of this place, that is not fair.
4. the boss is not worthy----
firstly i shall get the knowlege of this establishment even if i am here in SH for they would not pay me to do nothing and this business is their major one at present;
sencondly i shall not learn much from this boss , at least not as much as from Albert.
I would merely be an assistant from all angles-----word processing, accomandation, and a translation machine.
So this is why i did not write my blog yesterday as i went into a heated discussion with my parents, relatives and friends.
Most of them are agaist this proposal, and only 2 says "it is up to u".
Indeed as my blog friend undeuxtroiskid 's believed saying "there is no good or bad, only thinking makes it so".
INDEED
Since thinking is judging this whole matter
I shall just follow my feeling and senses
Maybe that is a better way.
