My Opera【Day 34】Chances In The Muddy Water
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 10:07:18 AM
I got a phone call of interview from Wu Xi Metal Surface Processing Industrial Park, one of the minor cities near SH, and one of the newly-started Industrial Park.
It is like I having wondering what shall I really get from life which is short indeed,
A couple of conflicts just have been bombing my mind ever since last week,
I hold theories for each of them yet change ideas as days going on and talks with friends going deeper.
Muddy Water:knight: Clear Water
Doing my current job in this causal company is something I could foresee, thus called Clear water---hard in the previous years till I get mentally tired and spent days playing poker out there waiting to go home , for at that point my balance b/t career and family would decline to the family side;
On the contrary, going to Sykex--the biggest SOS calling center for solutions of products of Top 500, is something I never experienced.
A week before, I was a firm believer in experiencing this unknown world instead of a steady phrase in this not-so-promising firm;
Yet is the CLEAR ALL THAT CLEAR?
and do i necessarily need to invest myself in such deed as to make the Muddy become Clear?
Chances are, I go through the muddy just to verify some conclusion done by the experienced or lessons I shall draw from other sources;
My career path is just at the starting line and this investment is really high cost---my current stable transitional time and my previous efforts in choosing this current firm and possible good relations with the boss.
So I could not help wondering AM I REALLY ALL CLEAR ABOUT THAT?
Hence launches the second pair of conflicts WHAT WE THINK
WHAT IT REALLY ISI am just assuming and thinking what life would be if i choose this or give up that
Rarely do I know the truth.
What I have been through and what i have gradually realized is that i always think things in an eay and optimistic way.
The thing is it is not so harmful if you just hold a positive attitude, but u will consider less,esp.those practical factors as the good things always reveals them.
Jakie told me why someone are smarter than others?
Not because they are not bothered by these wonderings but because they start at some Conclusions---those conclusions done by others and learnt by them
Da Ge also told me that he learns not by his own mistakes but also mistakes made by others, thus improvement shall be much bigger than u urself just experiencing.
So i once again falls into the trap of wondering Can i believe in what I have planned or thought?
Usually it turns out the other way.
So after some pondering on this, i eventually convince myself that:
IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,
WE JUST ADAPT TO WHAT HAPPENS,
THOUGH THEY ARE FALSE BY NATURE,
WE LIVE WITH WHAT WE BELIEVE AS TO SURVIVE.
It is like I having wondering what shall I really get from life which is short indeed,
A couple of conflicts just have been bombing my mind ever since last week,
I hold theories for each of them yet change ideas as days going on and talks with friends going deeper.
Muddy Water:knight: Clear Water
Doing my current job in this causal company is something I could foresee, thus called Clear water---hard in the previous years till I get mentally tired and spent days playing poker out there waiting to go home , for at that point my balance b/t career and family would decline to the family side;
On the contrary, going to Sykex--the biggest SOS calling center for solutions of products of Top 500, is something I never experienced.
A week before, I was a firm believer in experiencing this unknown world instead of a steady phrase in this not-so-promising firm;
Yet is the CLEAR ALL THAT CLEAR?
and do i necessarily need to invest myself in such deed as to make the Muddy become Clear?
Chances are, I go through the muddy just to verify some conclusion done by the experienced or lessons I shall draw from other sources;
My career path is just at the starting line and this investment is really high cost---my current stable transitional time and my previous efforts in choosing this current firm and possible good relations with the boss.
So I could not help wondering AM I REALLY ALL CLEAR ABOUT THAT?
Hence launches the second pair of conflicts WHAT WE THINK
WHAT IT REALLY ISI am just assuming and thinking what life would be if i choose this or give up thatRarely do I know the truth.
What I have been through and what i have gradually realized is that i always think things in an eay and optimistic way.
The thing is it is not so harmful if you just hold a positive attitude, but u will consider less,esp.those practical factors as the good things always reveals them.
Jakie told me why someone are smarter than others?
Not because they are not bothered by these wonderings but because they start at some Conclusions---those conclusions done by others and learnt by them
Da Ge also told me that he learns not by his own mistakes but also mistakes made by others, thus improvement shall be much bigger than u urself just experiencing.
So i once again falls into the trap of wondering Can i believe in what I have planned or thought?
Usually it turns out the other way.
So after some pondering on this, i eventually convince myself that:
IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,
WE JUST ADAPT TO WHAT HAPPENS,
THOUGH THEY ARE FALSE BY NATURE,
WE LIVE WITH WHAT WE BELIEVE AS TO SURVIVE.
