My OperaI've Gonna Do Something
Thursday, March 1, 2007 3:46:39 PM
For days I have been worried about the outcome of the exam which is to be unveiled around Mid March,
I had nightmares once in a while, concerning the life to lead.
Days back home is cozy and lazy, or rather to say becoming lazier and lazier;
I am self-labled as enviorment-oriented person who behave strong when things become tuff and turn into laziness when i have nothing to worry about.
I finally got to know the most dreadful kind of laziness is when I stop thinking, when i do not look into my life and plan it well.
It is horrible!
I had a dream and a plan, but i am throwing it away easily and is going farther and farther.
I could not help wondering: am i to keep this image and habit forever? cann't i take the initiative ? to challenge myself and to shape myself into a new me?[/SIZE][/FONT]
Indeed, W. Durant says: A great civilization is not conquered from without until it was destroyed itself from within (Chinese interpretation as 大凡盛世 难为外征 直至内腐)
I am seeing people challenging themselves:
Xi Ge applied for Doctoral degree in France with the National Fund yet he must learn French from zero as to get the language pass;
Difficult as it is yet it would become a future advantage for him once he is back from 3-year study there;
Uto is gaining 100k RMB as a college graduate-quite a sum of money, yet he is thinking of a life more mentally satisfactory, like doing a futher study in HK;
Jackie and I have been talking about the essence of our life in SH, working from the bottom of the society, currently we have no clear result.
But I know the way is there, I only need to take steps and do it;
With the core idea of "Challenging myself", I would like to see how and what shall I be formed.
Yes, I shall plan well for the coming days in SH as i am to be back on March 5th,
Hope i could do it well like Michael Scofield in Prison Break.
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I had nightmares once in a while, concerning the life to lead.
Days back home is cozy and lazy, or rather to say becoming lazier and lazier;
I am self-labled as enviorment-oriented person who behave strong when things become tuff and turn into laziness when i have nothing to worry about.
I finally got to know the most dreadful kind of laziness is when I stop thinking, when i do not look into my life and plan it well.
It is horrible!
I had a dream and a plan, but i am throwing it away easily and is going farther and farther.
I could not help wondering: am i to keep this image and habit forever? cann't i take the initiative ? to challenge myself and to shape myself into a new me?[/SIZE][/FONT]
Indeed, W. Durant says: A great civilization is not conquered from without until it was destroyed itself from within (Chinese interpretation as 大凡盛世 难为外征 直至内腐)
I am seeing people challenging themselves:
Xi Ge applied for Doctoral degree in France with the National Fund yet he must learn French from zero as to get the language pass;
Difficult as it is yet it would become a future advantage for him once he is back from 3-year study there;
Uto is gaining 100k RMB as a college graduate-quite a sum of money, yet he is thinking of a life more mentally satisfactory, like doing a futher study in HK;
Jackie and I have been talking about the essence of our life in SH, working from the bottom of the society, currently we have no clear result.
But I know the way is there, I only need to take steps and do it;
With the core idea of "Challenging myself", I would like to see how and what shall I be formed.
Yes, I shall plan well for the coming days in SH as i am to be back on March 5th,
Hope i could do it well like Michael Scofield in Prison Break.
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