ÇRUELTY'S THE WINNER IF YOU TELL THE KING HIS LIES..MAYBE YOU'RE A SINNER MAYBE YOU DESERVE 2 DIE..

Sordid voices of mental chatter...
painful emotions that do not matter...
Confusion that no one understands...
Only the blade can free me from the shackles in my hands...
A lost soul that no one cares about...
A mind that only dwells in doubt...
A lost soul that survives in neglegence...
Today i have finally lost my essence..

A hermit in my own world..
Break in,but i promise i won't hear a word..
Only the blade can free me from the shackles in my hands..
Just shut up cause no one understands..
A lost soul that survives in neglegence..
Today i have lost my essence..
Blade,help bring out the confusion..
Make the pain in this world feel like an illusion..

The cracking sound of pure flesh frees me.
Oh dear blade i trust in thee.
Red drops of blood flood my wrist.
Come on,it's just a little twist.
Only the blade can free me from the shackles in my hands.
Don't judge because no one understands

Just feeling like shit..
going over to the bridge 2 have a smoke,drink and cut..
infront of people.

and then overdose a bit on zopiclone and lamitrogen..they dnt give me headaches..the other shitty pills do..

why the fuck do i gotta have bipolar????anyway u cnt answer..no1 ever does..i suck...
i know...it's all my fault..
i know..i'm sorry..there you go tom..blog updated..

I've neva been lucky inlove...
Nick came,was a bastard.i had to let him go.
Shane existed,was a nerd,i had 2 let hm go play computers..
Time is precious..and skarlet is anxious.
I've shared all of lyf's bullshit alone..i think i nid anada psycho 2 help me deal with shit.
All i'm asking is ''WHERE DA FUCK YOU''...''ARE YOU ALSO CRAZY''..''CUTE''..'FUNNY''...i wish i could meet you 1 day..i'd smack da fuck outa you..'WHERE HAVE U BEEEN ALL ALONG'..PLZ JUST FUCKIN SHOW YOURSELF NOW..i miss you