speaking of boyfriend..damn have we been getting high..
The weed in that jar was full..took us a week ha..mhmm..he has a dirty bong..and a dirty mind..would die for my cole <3
Well..it is boring now..
Been a longtime since i've been here though..
I'm addicted to msn..
painful emotions that do not matter...
Confusion that no one understands...
Only the blade can free me from the shackles in my hands...
A lost soul that no one cares about...
A mind that only dwells in doubt...
A lost soul that survives in neglegence...
Today i have finally lost my essence..
A hermit in my own world..
Break in,but i promise i won't hear a word..
Only the blade can free me from the shackles in my hands..
Just shut up cause no one understands..
A lost soul that survives in neglegence..
Today i have lost my essence..
Blade,help bring out the confusion..
Make the pain in this world feel like an illusion..
The cracking sound of pure flesh frees me.
Oh dear blade i trust in thee.
Red drops of blood flood my wrist.
Come on,it's just a little twist.
Only the blade can free me from the shackles in my hands.
Don't judge because no one understands
going over to the bridge 2 have a smoke,drink and blaze
infront of people.
and then overdose maybe a bit on zopiclone and lamitrogen..they dnt give me headaches..the other pills do..my pill addiction is getting worse :/
i love my bipolar though..makes me think i can read people's minds..rad right?i just gotta lay off the tabs for a while..bleh
Nick came,was a bastard.i had to let him go.
Shane existed,was a nerd,i had 2 let hm go play computers..
Time is precious..and skarlet is anxious.
I've shared all of lyf's bullshit alone..i think i nid anada psycho 2 help me deal with shit.
All i'm asking is ''WHERE DA FUCK YOU''...''ARE YOU ALSO CRAZY''..''CUTE''..'FUNNY''...i wish i could meet you 1 day..i'd smack da fuck outa you..'WHERE HAVE U BEEEN ALL ALONG'..PLZ JUST FUCKIN SHOW YOURSELF NOW..i miss you
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hey sis where are you i miss you badly :'(
Hey Skar,, you still so beautiful.. i miss you lots.