I cannot say a word at the moment, more than ever i feel i am a happy person on that day. Comparing to last birthday, no presents, no wishes and of course pleasure neither, this birthday it seems to me that i got an appropriate compensation, have not any thing happier. I got a lot of heartfelt wishes from my friends, my dear colleagues, and my family. I have never got many presents like this times since i have studied at junior school. Those made me recollect my childhood: "After the birthday celebration i sat down and opened one by one the gifts or the presents which my relatives had given me. Doing open the presents and doing guess what it is, let me see...a so great chocolate cake, a new pretty clothes or some money, etc". After a few minutes remembering the past, suddenly, i looks at myself and feel my innocence or ignorance before my close persons' s care. I just work at the early morning and go back home at the late night if having OT and late afternoon if have not OT, don't visit them even though their home is quite near my one, don't invite them to have a cup of coffee at the weekend, and don't...etc. Cannot tell out of my ignorance before them. I feel i am a guilty man. Whether or not i was too selfish, it's properly be that.

Time is now more than haft pass one AM, even i sit here, in front of my computer to type my though that may be it's difficult to write the second times. I just wanna say an apology to my family and send my most heartfelt thanks to them.

Once again thank you so much, my family and thank you so much, my friends.

And this maybe my last blog entry, i will never write blog any more until..., you already known that, i think. Hope you feel empathy with me.

Eventually, wishing you always have a healthy, happy and success in your life, bye bye and see you one day if lucky, my friends!