À bientôt…
Thursday, 15. May 2008, 10:23:30
Each one of the 1,789 steps represents one hour of my time living in Paris. Each is an hour I have spent wisely, grasping at every waking moment, living on the cusp of a cultural wave that has carried me through new streets, near and far arrondissments and metro stations. Gateways to each new destination I choose to explore. An endless list of things to see and do, until I realise that every moment, wherever I am in the world, is just as important as the last. This is Paris’ gift to me. I got my moment back.
I take the stairs slowly. I stop. Take it in.
She is strong on her four iron feet, like a proud lion watching over Paris. For 120 years she has quietly observed the back and forth ebb of this city – a mute witness.
Before me a majestic grid of white, green and pink lights, twinkling with the smile of an ancient soul, young at heart. Paris is a theatre for comedies, tragedies and dramas, and I have a balcony view. Never before have I stood here and known what exactly I am looking at. Before it had just been a mass of six storey buildings, chimneys and geraniums, but now I have the geography in my head. It’s been slowly imprinted on the back of my hand so I can wander her streets again in my mind, sometime in the future when Paris is one of the dearest memories I covet. From here I can see those other postcard pretties – the Sacre Coeur, the Arc de Triomphe, and if I strain my eyes in the dark, I can just make out those four towers seven kilometres to the south-east, designed to look like upended books - the Bibliothèque nationale de France, within whose pages I have wandered these past three months.
I could descend this iron sentinel and walk home without a map. Weaved in to this landscape are my memories, like every other tourist or visitor or resident:
Riding on the back of a motorbike in Paris traffic, with the sun on my face. Trusting my friend enough to close my eyes.
My first street crepe.
Tasting champagne and knowing what it means.
Children in the playground behind my apartment, finding me observing in the window three stories above, and blowing kisses to me.
Smaller and smaller dogs.
Watching the lochs open and close on the Canal St Martin.
Two-up in Villers-Bretonneux.
Children sailing their boats on the water at Jardin de Luxembourg.
Sharing some of those moments with new friends, and old.
…and more than I’ll ever remember.
I hope you’ve enjoyed this blog. It has been wonderful to write it for you, and for me.
Thank you to the State Library of Victoria, the Bibliothèque nationale de France, and to the French Minister for Culture, for this remarkable opportunity to work professionally in Paris.
Thank you to my childhood French teacher Madame Kotai-Ewers for instilling in me a deep passion for French culture and language at such an early age, that it has managed to become one of the greatest joys in my life for 25 years. The greatest thing you can give a child is a second language. They can then connect with twice as many people on our beautiful planet.
Thank you to the friends I have made in France – Anne-Sophie, Martine and Manny, Marianna, Sam, Ben, Henri, and Mick, and to my French work colleagues who have taught me so much – Anne, Jacques, Dahlia, Christiane, Lorène, Cecile, Stephane, Marine, Catherine, Nadine, Caroline, Remi, Isabelle….thank you also to the staff at other cultural institutions in Paris who gave me their time to talk about Education Programs.
Thank you for all your messages, emails and phone calls to tell me that you are impatiently waiting on the next installment of my blog. I hope that I can start another one sometime down the track, and if you are interested in reading more of my writing, just check in with my website www.samanthatidy.com from time to time, to hear of new writing on the horizon. Like my next novel for example, The Happiness Jar.
Until then,
À bientôt…





































































































