Sarah Jane

a phase

Saturday, December 22, 2007 4:50:59 PM

something i wrote a while ago i thought was worth posting:

I wish you were gone
I wish you were dead
I wish you would drown
a single word unsaid

not a breath of mine will remain unheard
not a blink of my eyes will remain unseen
you've become the shadow in every step I take
becoming the death in my awake

the hate I felt for you
the things you made me do
no daughter would trust in you
because of the things you put me through
oh no..no no

bruises walking all over
tears screaming down my face
scars burning down to the bone
my tortured soul...gone to waste

I see me walking down the street
I hear the small steps of those tiny feet
for those smiling faces that lurk upon
are unaware of what lies within

the hate I felt for you
the things you made me do
no daughter would trust in you
because of the things you put me through

your lullaby is for you to keep
because I never again want to cry myself to sleep
it made me suicidal back then
I don't want to deja vu it all over again

I close my eyes
everything's so bright
you're no longer by my side
because you've been washed away...by Hades' tides
so get lost...be gone...
now and forever
because I don't want this thing...called 'together'[/COLOR]