My Opera"im gonna lose you"
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 5:35:17 PM
maybe you will..maybe you are..maybe you just did!
that wasn't the first time you said that to me..i've heard it before..you actually made me believe you want me there, for you, with you...but now i have come to think otherwise..you don't need me..you only want me there to make you feel good..to tell you what others don't..to make you smile when you're feeling down..to make yo laugh when you've dropped your crown..to make you feel special when no one cares..to make you feel you when no one dares!
i think i'm done with that now..
you need me when no one needs you...what about what i need? what i want? what i feel? what i think?
correct me if i'm wrong but does that not make you feel selfish? i have been selfish...to myself..putting others before myself..for allowing you to take me for granted!
i said i'll always be there for you...and i will...just not like before...cos i don't think i can handle the state of confusion i'm in!
NOT ANYMORE!
wishing you all the best..with the one your spending your time with...you know what i mean...what i wrote, i'll doubt you'll read...nevertheless, you were a phase..a chapter of my life..i thought i could make you change..but change only happens when you want it..if you want it...
it's funny, yet sad, how one cares about another when they haven't even seen each other! i am a fool...a damn right fool, i am!
i'm going to stop running now...i'm going to look at the mirror...and learn from my mistakes...
just to let you know, you were NOT the mistake..the only mistake i think i've done was put my heart out for you to take when all you did was through it away, allowing it to break!
Thank you for Goodbye
what's in my heart is on my tongue...and i write what i want to say...
now that i've said it...i shall not regret it...
nor shall i think about it ever again...
what's done is gone...and its a new year now...
they say good things happen for those who wait...let's see how long that takes...been waiting all this time...not gonna stop at 2008!![/COLOR]
that wasn't the first time you said that to me..i've heard it before..you actually made me believe you want me there, for you, with you...but now i have come to think otherwise..you don't need me..you only want me there to make you feel good..to tell you what others don't..to make you smile when you're feeling down..to make yo laugh when you've dropped your crown..to make you feel special when no one cares..to make you feel you when no one dares!
i think i'm done with that now..
you need me when no one needs you...what about what i need? what i want? what i feel? what i think?
correct me if i'm wrong but does that not make you feel selfish? i have been selfish...to myself..putting others before myself..for allowing you to take me for granted!
i said i'll always be there for you...and i will...just not like before...cos i don't think i can handle the state of confusion i'm in!
NOT ANYMORE!wishing you all the best..with the one your spending your time with...you know what i mean...what i wrote, i'll doubt you'll read...nevertheless, you were a phase..a chapter of my life..i thought i could make you change..but change only happens when you want it..if you want it...
it's funny, yet sad, how one cares about another when they haven't even seen each other! i am a fool...a damn right fool, i am!
i'm going to stop running now...i'm going to look at the mirror...and learn from my mistakes...
just to let you know, you were NOT the mistake..the only mistake i think i've done was put my heart out for you to take when all you did was through it away, allowing it to break!
Thank you for Goodbye
what's in my heart is on my tongue...and i write what i want to say...
now that i've said it...i shall not regret it...
nor shall i think about it ever again...
what's done is gone...and its a new year now...
they say good things happen for those who wait...let's see how long that takes...been waiting all this time...not gonna stop at 2008!![/COLOR]
