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I am a soul.



Most will identify themselves with one gender over the other- someone might say- I am a man, or I am a woman- but rarely do I hear someone claim to be a soul.



Verily we are souls with a body. Our soul lives on even after our bodies break and fall into the earth.



We are disconnected in bodies of flesh and bone but in the atmic or spiritual plane our mental aspects are connected. This is forgotten over time because we wander the earth speaking from our mouths and not our hearts; the mouth of our spirit. We focus on ourselves, the singular and not the body of the whole of humanity in which we are all connected. We focus on skin color, religion, cultural backgrounds, different languages...there should be no focus on the things that split us.



When you go to the beach and peer at the sunset, do you look upon the ocean and say to yourself...

the sea is water- it is different than the sky, therefore it does not belong- it is not beautiful. The sand does not have clouds and it does not shine like the sun, therefore it does not belong

Is this what you say to yourself?

No, far from it. You will be sitting there content holding a sense of awe in the warmth of the color of sunset and the beach. If you are with someone you love or a friend, then you enjoy it even more.



You nor I can not separate from any of the following and refer to it as whole without all the missing parts.We can not say that a person is not allowed to be part of the whole. We are not alone in this world, or the universe. Even if we feel we are.



Yes you may at times feel disconnected- but also you may be so focused on yourself, but you are connected to the spirit of the entire human race and slowly tunning down to a singular a state of mind.



With each day that passes, I begin to see the beauty of the people. To the world- there are definitions of beauty- guidelines, rules. I have an individual idea of beauty. To me, the human mind is a phenomenal universe and capable of expression. Humans are walking pieces of art. The world around me is a canvas and we are here to create upon it. Feel free to express.



I fell in love with my Nobu's, my husband, soul because it was passionate- not about flesh, but about music and life. I also see many people around me who in a variety of ways express themselves and I stand in awe of each person.



If you are reading this right now, you are one of them. I love you for you, please only change for yourselves and not the world. <3

How many times do I hear someone say, "our relationship lost that loving touch" or they say "I fell out of love" Why is that? Is it the other person? No, it is personal. It starts with number one, YOU. You first have to love yourself in order to love someone else. It is a choice, a decision, a way of life.





To love is much like being a samurai, it is never easy, a long path and takes every day efforts, sometimes it is a lonely road and sometimes it is cold but you must always be in servitude to the one you love. There is no set mark where you stop, it continues until the day you die. To love is to live and to live is to love. To truly love we must put others before ourselves, become selfless and appreciate what is there in front of us instead of letting our eyes and minds wander to other "greener pastures." That is all illusion anyway. To love is to sacrifice one's self for the better of others.







Love is an emotion and therefore wholly owned by us. It cannot exist if we don't make it and feel it.

The only way to make it last is to:

make it first,

make it often,

nurture it constantly and

share it generously.

You will have made love last if at the end of every day you can say

"Today I made love. I felt loving, I acted lovingly and I helped others to feel loved."



Love does not expect anything in return- it is its own reward.



Do all things with love!





Be blessed.





Love is stronger than death, God is love....and to love is divine....so we have the power of God within our hearts when we reach out in pure love. <3

Yes, today I talk about sex. We are human, we have needs. Why does it have to be something dirty? I don't get it. Sex is what keeps the world populated. It has been going on since the dawn of time. In Japan there are many paintings depicting men and women in erotic time. Mind you this was back in 1772! So trust me, as we all know and it goes without saying- ITS NOTHING NEW!





So anyway, I was talking with a friend today and she was completely disgusted by the fact that a woman can say to her friends that she was open about being in the mood for sex. I guess she is okay with men being open about it but finds it gross if a woman admits that she is human and is in the mood. We have needs, basic needs. We must eat, sleep, breathe and have sex. I don't feel embarrassed if I say I want it or need it. How do you feel?



Sex is much like air, it doesn't matter unless you aren't getting any. I find that true. Just ask any woman or man who isn't getting the intimacy from their husband or wife. It is a need and a desire in many cases. I don't condone going out and sleeping with just any person to fulfill that need but I completely understand when it becomes a primal sort of need. I don't find it disgusting unless you are going to other sources to get your needs met if your partner is willing and able to feed your appetite.

Here is something fun though....a sex contest- I wonder what she would think of this! I like the idea though! Tell me your thoughts on sex. I am curious how everyone feels about this subject. Sex sells in America but for some reason it is also so taboo and people feel as if they should be ashamed by it. It's a huge contradiction if you ask me.

Here it is a new month. Time flies even when you aren't having fun. It is true, time moves forward no matter what and forces us also to do the same. It isn't like we can take a vacation from our lives and come back a renewed person. Our lives are like an hourglass:wait: glued to a table....(lyrics from the song Breathe by Anna Nalick) I like that line a lot. We can't pick it up and just start over. No re-spawn points for us unless we are the almighty. Three days in Hell and he was up and at it again. Am I going to hell for making that little reference?

There are always times in many people's lives where they question what their life is for, why are they here, and of course what is their life worth, does anyone care, etc. I do the same because I am also very human, I love my humanity though.

I realized, being a thinker, and some of you might be just like me in this aspect that you can get lost in your thoughts and lose the time. I live in my head sometimes. Because I live in my head and I think so much I came to the conclusion that people like us, the one's who think a lot, will either never kill themselves or they will take something trivial and turn it into a massive, unending sore spot in their lives; eventually offing themselves over it.

There are many movie references on death, live and everything in between but I came to the conclusion that life's meaning is different to every person. To try and place only one definition on it would be a slap in the universe's face.

Woody Allen really sums up a lot of people's struggles and comes to his own conclusion about what life is in a movie called "Hannah and Her Sisters"

I am interested in knowing what your personal conclusion is about this life, of course in regards to what yours is and how it affects others. Mine is simple, nothing on the grand scale and I believe that simplicity is brilliance.

The meaning of life for me is that I am someone who was put here to help others see the beauty they are missing in their lives. I am here to simply lead. That is all. If I can save one life, it is worth it to me. No life is worthless, even my worst enemy's life. They are here for a reason even if my little mind does not grasp the reason entirely, they have worth and therefore they deserve to breathe and continue on as much as the next person.